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   All my fears are drifting by me so slowly now, fading away by A_Fern_So_I_Can_Rest

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Boyfriends
   • Coming Out
   • Queer Themes
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Panic Attacks
   • Crying
   • Talking About Feelings
   • these two express so much of their love and care physically
   • Blow Jobs
   • Ilya Rozanov Takes Care of Shane Hollander
   • Service Top Ilya Rozanov (mostly off screen but it's important)
   • Fade to Black
   • the cottage

   Summary

   “Boyfriend?” Shane asked weakly.

   “Is that what you’re crying about, zajchik?” Ilya asked gently. His face was so earnest that Shane almost wished he would tease him instead.

   Or: Back at the cottage, Shane fully processes having a boyfriend and works through some shit.

   Series

   • Part 12 of Soft around you (Ilya is a softie)

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   16 May 2026