Fallingfreefall
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Five months after breaking up with Mark, Donghyuck is doing fine. At least that's what he keeps telling everyone.
Unfortunately, nobody seems convinced.
After Renjun announces that he's dating Mark and every conversation starts sounding suspiciously like a wellness check, Donghyuck makes a terrible decision: he asks his best friend to pretend to be his boyfriend.
It only has to last a few months. What could possibly go wrong?
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They were the strongest duo until one of them left.
After Mark returns to Canada, Haechan throws himself into schedules, moving between 127 and Dream, smiling, performing, and telling everyone he is okay.
He isn’t.
The silence follows him everywhere, into practice rooms, onto the stage, and into sleepless nights. He writes letters he never sends, fills the space with noise, and tries to be strong for everyone else while quietly falling apart.
Until one night, “I’m okay” finally stops working, and he breaks.
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Donghyuck is dying. He finds out on an ordinary Saturday.
Nothing changes right away. Surrounded by friends, unfinished conversations, and one love story that never quite happened, he learns how to leave quietly, carefully. He starts getting the people he loves ready to live without him.
And then life decides to be cruel and kind, and lets him fall in love with his best friend. Too late. Completely. Forever.
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Haechan was an idol. He was a part of NCT. He was called the “sunshine, full sun.” But to himself, Haechan felt alone. He sometimes wonders if the members even remember his real name. They haven’t called out to him in a while, maybe months, perhaps years. In 2021, the members had called him annoying, in an affectionate way, if what the fans say counts.
He had stopped then, spreading his love off stage.
The members seemed to like it better anyway.
Donghyuck became reserved then, more secluded from himself. The shell of himself he carries makes him tolerable.
The members liked it. The surface of him was all they could handle to care for.
The distance between him and the rest grew. The members didn’t know it, but he did. He hadn’t felt like Donghyuck in many years. But he complied because they showed genuine care for him for a while.
Whatever made them like him more.
( I love all of them. This is completely fictional, and this is more of me emotionally writing)
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When Mark gifted Haechan a bible after the disaster that was their first kiss, Haechan got the message loud and clear. But just because he knows Mark doesn't want him doesn't mean the feelings - and the deeply embedded religious guilt - go away.
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17 May 2026
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ADRENALINE (the rush that gets me deeper) by pagebeomjun for irldaeng
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
08 May 2026
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Donghyuck plopped back on the couch, ready to move on from Na Jaemin.
He opened his phone, then froze, blood running cold.
“No. No, no, no.” He wanted to scream. Because there was no fucking way…
Donghyuck stared at the screen, glaring daggers at the little red heart.
He had accidentally liked Jaemin’s photo.
When they didn’t follow each other.
At 3AM.
And worst of all?
It was the lipstick photo.
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or, donghyuck learns a few things about na jaemin very quickly - 1) he is an attention whore 2) he definitely does NOT make donghyuck squeeze his thighs together when they text despite claims to the contrary and 3) he is now his new teammate?!
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10 May 2026
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Park Sunghoon’s life is controlled and predictable until Kim Sunoo almost gets hit by his car. What should’ve been a one-time accident turns into repeated encounters, reluctant involvement, and eventually the most inconvenient situation possible— Sunoo being his ROOMMATE.
And just like that, his quiet life turns into chaos.Sunghoon finds him impossible.
Sunoo finds him annoying.Living together was never part of the plan.
Neither was falling for each other.Bookmarked by Fallingfreefall
07 May 2026
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Sunghoon can't believe his eyes when he sees that Jay is completely head over heels for his boyfriend, who just happens to be ten years younger. He's convinced that Jay is being used for his money and is too in love to realize it himself.
Sunoo can only roll his eyes every time Jungwon shows up late to their university dorm, hands full of designer shopping bags he can't even pronounce. Sunoo loves his roommate, but he worries about Jungwon's genuine feelings for a much older man. What if Jungwon is just being played?
Or a Sunsun fic where they judge Jaywon's relationship—right up until they find themselves making the same ones.
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Main story (rated Mature (M)) : Complete (14/14 chapters), 57k+ words.
Side Stories (oneshots) : May include explicit content, please read author's notes beforehand.
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07 May 2026
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Sunoo's member have all presented already. Sunoo, however, has yet to present. In fact he is the very last one to. Four years later since their debut he has still hasn't presented yet. Over the four years they've grown close. So close that Sunoo was under the assumption they would all form a pack together. But he was wrong...
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06 May 2026