4 Works by Fallingfreefall
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Five months after breaking up with Mark, Donghyuck is doing fine. At least that's what he keeps telling everyone.
Unfortunately, nobody seems convinced.
After Renjun announces that he's dating Mark and every conversation starts sounding suspiciously like a wellness check, Donghyuck makes a terrible decision: he asks his best friend to pretend to be his boyfriend.
It only has to last a few months. What could possibly go wrong?
(updates every week)
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They were the strongest duo until one of them left.
After Mark returns to Canada, Haechan throws himself into schedules, moving between 127 and Dream, smiling, performing, and telling everyone he is okay.
He isn’t.
The silence follows him everywhere, into practice rooms, onto the stage, and into sleepless nights. He writes letters he never sends, fills the space with noise, and tries to be strong for everyone else while quietly falling apart.
Until one night, “I’m okay” finally stops working, and he breaks.
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Donghyuck is dying. He finds out on an ordinary Saturday.
Nothing changes right away. Surrounded by friends, unfinished conversations, and one love story that never quite happened, he learns how to leave quietly, carefully. He starts getting the people he loves ready to live without him.
And then life decides to be cruel and kind, and lets him fall in love with his best friend. Too late. Completely. Forever.
Updates weekly (may switch to twice a week).
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Haechan was an idol. He was a part of NCT. He was called the “sunshine, full sun.” But to himself, Haechan felt alone. He sometimes wonders if the members even remember his real name. They haven’t called out to him in a while, maybe months, perhaps years. In 2021, the members had called him annoying, in an affectionate way, if what the fans say counts.
He had stopped then, spreading his love off stage.
The members seemed to like it better anyway.
Donghyuck became reserved then, more secluded from himself. The shell of himself he carries makes him tolerable.
The members liked it. The surface of him was all they could handle to care for.
The distance between him and the rest grew. The members didn’t know it, but he did. He hadn’t felt like Donghyuck in many years. But he complied because they showed genuine care for him for a while.
Whatever made them like him more.
( I love all of them. This is completely fictional, and this is more of me emotionally writing)