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    “Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.

    Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.

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    Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.

    Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.

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    27 May 2026

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    The morning after opening up to Shane about his mother’s death for the first time, Ilya wakes up with his hair smelling strongly of last night’s campfire.

    For years, the smell of cigarette smoke reminded him of Irina. After last night, the smoke begins to take on a new meaning.

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    26 May 2026

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    Shane stares down the medic, “Get a tourniquet on his leg and Cliff will leave but not a fucking second sooner.”  
    The other medic, a woman, starts going through their medical equipment bags and kneels next to Cliff. The loud one, a man, nods at Shane. 

    “That’s fair. And other than holding his hand, what are you doing to help, Mr. Hollander?” Shane glances down at Ilya’s pale and frightened face. He briefly takes stock of what just happened. He’s on the ice holding Ilya Rozanov’s hand. He's in his regular clothes at a game he’s not playing in. He steels himself and meets the medic's eyes again. Fuck it. 

    “I’m his boyfriend. I guess I’m here for moral support. Give me something useful to do and I’ll do it. But I’m not going anywhere.” 

    Shane looks down at Ilya. He shrugs his shoulders and smiles tightly. He watches as Ilya goes from shocked to awed to joyous and finally to overwhelmed. His eyes are glassy and he swallows roughly. “Have I lost too much blood, or did you just tell someone you are my boyfriend?” Shane scoffs and smiles down at him, “A little bit of both. Just stay awake, ok?”  

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    17 May 2026

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    He doesn’t remember how long he drove for. All he knew was that the further he drove, the more his eyes would swell with tears.

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    Or: What if the infamous Long Game fight ended differently? Wherein Ilya storms out of his house after Shane leaves and gets into a car accident.

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    11 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, has never sat still a day in his life. But a plane crash has left him with a broken body and a fractured mind. Shane Hollander is prepared to give up everything to take care of Ilya and get him back on the ice where he belongs. But with Ilya facing life changing injuries, can love be enough to help him heal?

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    The Centaurs plane actually crashed leaving Ilya seriously injured.

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    08 May 2026