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He knew he was going to die. It was just a matter of time. So with his last strength, he tries to remember what remains of him. What remains of his brother.
His memories.
In his last moments, Clive fights to keep the memories of his brother, who died in his very arms just a moment ago.
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After a painful break-up, Joshua visits Cid one last time.
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After Origin, Clive should be at peace. But he isn't.
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Joshua and Clive spend time together by looking at the sky.
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"Joshua's moans were enough to drive any men into madness. If it weren't those lips screaming—praying his name restlessly, he would have forgotten it long time ago.
Clive's head was spinning, overwhelmed by the taste and the scent of what could be his end. He needed more. More."
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Clive is about to meet with his brother once more. And he knows what will happen.
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He could imagine Clive kneeling before him with an armored hand over his chest.
He could feel the ghost of Clive’s mouth upon the back of his hand, black steel gently holding his bare palm, chapped lips brushing against him with whispered words that not even Joshua could hear. The sight of such devotion had left Joshua with an urgency to collapse in front of Clive and bring him into his arms, to kiss those olive-tinted cheeks and press the man’s head into his chest.
To caress him and cradle him like a lover would.
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Gifts from his brother. The one he's been blessed to meet a scant few time during this year. Within the last two moon cycles but the world seems determined to keep his Shield as far away from him as possible. Every meeting heavy with duty and the need to soften the requests of civilians, to the flash of blue behind his veil to silence the tongues of the High Houses. Hand ever ready to pull the great sword in the name of his God when all this God would want… is to look him in the eyes and tell him.
"I missed you."
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He tests to see all that he has lost. His brother his Shield and Paladin of the Flame but… is it truly /him?/ beneath it all?Now with chapter two! Months after chapter 1 :D and edited tags
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- Part 1 of Phoenix Cult AU
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18 Dec 2025
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Title: To gift him this
Written by: CervusDeerSummary:
Gifts from his brother. The one he's been blessed to meet a scant few time during this year. Within the last two moon cycles but the world seems determined to keep his Shield as far away from him as possible. Every meeting heavy with duty and the need to soften the requests of civilians, to the flash of blue behind his veil to silence the tongues of the High Houses. Hand ever ready to pull the great sword in the name of his God when all this God would want… is to look him in the eyes and tell him."I missed you."
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He tests to see all that he has lost. His brother his Shield and Paladin of the Flame but… is it truly /him?/ beneath it all?Comments:
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He was broken of the mind. Obsessed. Chasing the impossible to undo history.
The Phoenix had forsaken Rosaria, its home, in its endless mourning.
Alas, Rosaria hadn't been home since the Night of Flames, thus, Joshua forsook nothing lest he abandon his pursuit to right the wrongs that plagued his soul. This he swore to and lived by or he would have no reason to live at all.
To live despite having died with Clive that day…
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14 Mar 2026
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Title: Anything for You
Written by: The_Willow_TreeSummary
He was broken of the mind. Obsessed. Chasing the impossible to undo history.The Phoenix had forsaken Rosaria, its home, in its endless mourning.
Alas, Rosaria hadn't been home since the Night of Flames, thus, Joshua forsook nothing lest he abandon his pursuit to right the wrongs that plagued his soul. This he swore to and lived by or he would have no reason to live at all.
To live despite having died with Clive that day…
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“Congratulations Uncle!” “Wait, what do you mean you’re the Dad?!” by regulus3
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XVI
25 Apr 2026
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Clive, on cloud nine and braincell-free, hit "post" on social media like a man possessed, screaming to the world: "My baby brother Joshua is having a baby!"
Little did he remember that his three-year secret romance with Joshua was so hush-hush, even their pet goldfish didn’t know. Cue the chaos! His friends blew up his DMs with "CONGRATS UNCLE!!!" messages, while business rivals started placing bets on who the "mystery dad" could be—from the mailman to Barnabas, the horse-breeding weirdo who won’t stop spamming him with "stallion bloodline" metaphors. And to make matters even more absurd, Barnabas still hasn’t given up on luring Clive into his bizarre Mythos Initiative, treating this whole paternity guessing game as just another weirdly timed sales pitch.
Clive is now curled in a ball, cringing so hard his spine might snap, while Joshua alternates between cackling and hyperventilating. Flashbacks of their near-caught make-out sessions are looping in his head like a bad rom-com. They’re staring down the barrel of an "explain NOW" storm, and let’s be real—this mess is equal parts hilarious, mortifying, and peak chaotic energy.
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Title: “Congratulations Uncle!” “Wait, what do you mean you’re the Dad?!”
Written by: regulus3Summary:
Clive, on cloud nine and braincell-free, hit "post" on social media like a man possessed, screaming to the world: "My baby brother Joshua is having a baby!"Little did he remember that his three-year secret romance with Joshua was so hush-hush, even their pet goldfish didn’t know. Cue the chaos! His friends blew up his DMs with "CONGRATS UNCLE!!!" messages, while business rivals started placing bets on who the "mystery dad" could be—from the mailman to Barnabas, the horse-breeding weirdo who won’t stop spamming him with "stallion bloodline" metaphors. And to make matters even more absurd, Barnabas still hasn’t given up on luring Clive into his bizarre Mythos Initiative, treating this whole paternity guessing game as just another weirdly timed sales pitch.
Clive is now curled in a ball, cringing so hard his spine might snap, while Joshua alternates between cackling and hyperventilating. Flashbacks of their near-caught make-out sessions are looping in his head like a bad rom-com. They’re staring down the barrel of an "explain NOW" storm, and let’s be real—this mess is equal parts hilarious, mortifying, and peak chaotic energy.
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"Then…you're not going back on your word? You'll approve of me joining the expedition?"
"I'm still not happy about it."
"That's alright," Joshua said, pulling his knees against his chest and murmuring quietly. "Even if you detested me for it, I wouldn't mind. As long as you don't leave me alone."
Clive leaned over and pressed a slow, gentle kiss on Joshua's lips.
"I don't detest you," he said, tapping their foreheads together. "I love you."
"I know. I promise I've thought this through. I'm not going out there just to die."
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Clive joins the expedition to give his brother a chance. Joshua joins the expedition because he's not ready to let go.
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16 Apr 2026
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Title: For your tomorrow
Written by: AzureflowersSummary:
Then…you're not going back on your word? You'll approve of me joining the expedition?""I'm still not happy about it."
"That's alright," Joshua said, pulling his knees against his chest and murmuring quietly. "Even if you detested me for it, I wouldn't mind. As long as you don't leave me alone."
Clive leaned over and pressed a slow, gentle kiss on Joshua's lips.
"I don't detest you," he said, tapping their foreheads together. "I love you."
"I know. I promise I've thought this through. I'm not going out there just to die."
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Clive joins the expedition to give his brother a chance. Joshua joins the expedition because he's not ready to let go.
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