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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    July used to be something to endure for Ilya Rozanov. Now, however, July is the month he looks forward to the most. A Tale that follows Ilya and Shane over the course of six summers as they spend their Julys at the cottage; 2017 - 2022. (Rating may escalate.)

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    July 2017 | Quebec, Canada
    The coffee maker had beeped from the kitchen- Hollander, I am a guest, yes? I should enjoy coffee in bed - and Shane groaned, rising from the bed and sliding his discarded briefs up his legs- fine, you can be a guest for this week- trotting out of the bedroom and returning minutes later with a mug in each hand, handing one to Ilya, not bothering to hide a smile.

    “World’s Okayest Hockey Player,” Ilya read, a frown deepening on his face, “why are you giving me this? This is yours.”

    “I’ve never used it, so it can be your mug now.”

    Ilya had nodded slowly, setting the offending object on the bedside table carefully, eyes flashing as he watched Shane do the same- okay, Hollander- before pouncing on him, pressing him into the mattress.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya suggests to Shane that he would be okay with Shane sleeping with other men if he wanted.
    Shane is not happy about it.
    They argue, there's silence, and then the realization of just how far they’ve come.

    or: an expanded (imagined) scene inspired by a brief mention in The Long Game, when Ilya speaks to his therapist about his relationship with Shane and thinks back to this argument after she asks whether they’re in a monogamous relationship.

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    24 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Episode 5 missing scene:

    After years of emotional back and forth, Shane had to make a decision about Ilya: Would he keep trying, or would he have stop? He knew Ilya had had a rough life, but his heart could not take it anymore. It was too much. He have gave himself, as well as Ilya, one last chance…

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    15 Jan 2026

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    The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.

    By morning, it's everywhere.

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    They've been so careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.

    Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.

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    23 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Nick and Charlie have had their first time and they now can’t seem to keep their hands off of each other.

    Is it possible to he even more in love?

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    11 May 2025