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After a hunt goes catastrophically wrong, Dean breaks in Castiel’s arms with a dead girl’s blood still on his hands and no way to pretend he’s fine. Cas gets him out, gets him cleaned up, gets him back to a motel room where the night should have ended with sleep, silence, and the usual lies.
It doesn’t.
What starts as shock, care, and the dangerous relief of being held turns into the conversation they have spent years not having: about want, restraint, old fear, love, and all the ways they have already belonged to each other without saying it aloud. For one night only, with morning and the real world waiting outside, Dean and Cas let themselves stop running from the truth.
A Destiel story about grief, trauma, repression, mutual want, one impossible night of honesty, and what it means to let yourself have the thing that could destroy you — even if it’s only just once.
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07 Jun 2026
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“You will destroy yourself one day, Erwin. You will throw everything away, everything you've ever held dear. And you will do it without hesitating. Why are you the only one who gets to have that?” Levi bites back. There is no fight in his voice though. Only defeat.
Erwin hates himself even more than he already does.
“Because it’s different for me.”
“How the hell is it different?”
“It just is.”
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Erwin is separated from Levi and the rest of the Scouts during an expedition. When he is finally able to return to home within the Walls, he must face both his Captain's scorn and his own self-destructive behaviour.
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09 Mar 2026
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It’s that simple gesture, that offhanded comment, the implication that they will not, in fact, be meeting at Shane’s weird murder building tonight, that sends Ilya unraveling as he leaves the office. Because of course this is just sex for Shane. You do not invite your fuckbuddy over to take care of you. The privilege of sleeping next to someone, of grabbing ice for their bruises, of making food when they’re too tired to stand, that all falls into the hands of a lover. A real lover. Not the rival you fuck because who else could you trust to keep quiet.
OR: Ilya accidentally hits Shane too hard on the ice, and the following chain of events leaves him hollow and uncertain and wishing things could be different.
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27 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, 34 years old and new Canadian citizen is a member of Team Canada at the Milano Cortina Olympics. After Shane is injured in the quarterfinals, he takes on the role of team captain from his husband.
But despite a close game, Canada loses to the US in sudden death overtime. Ilya is ashamed and disappointed by failing both Shane and his adopted country.
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I swear no AI was used in this. I just needed to channel my feelings about the loss through fictional hockey boys.
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23 Feb 2026
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Team Canada is undefeated, the Olympic Village is buzzing, and Shane Hollander just wants to focus on hockey.
Unfortunately, his husband has discovered capitalism for himself.
When the Olympic Committee announces a condom shortage across the Village, Shane assumes it’s just another chaotic headline in an already surreal tournament. What he does not expect is to discover that Ilya Rozanov has been quietly selling their unused “complimentary health supplies” to stressed-out rookies and possibly half the international athletes...for five euros each.
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15 Feb 2026