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(Fyozai Week 2022 Day 6–
Kids AU, hugs, “look, it’s snowing, let’s go play outside!”)Dazai Osamu was a lonely kid. He had no friends, and to be blunt, he was a social outcast. No one really wanted to hang around him. He didn’t mind the loneliness of course, and yet . . . Some days it got just a bit tiring.
All that soon changed, however, during one snowy evening. That was when he met a strange boy by the name of Fyodor Dostoevsky. In him, Dazai found his first and dearest friend.
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- Part 6 of Fyozai Week 2022
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17 Jun 2026
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.
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16 Jun 2026
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(Fyozai Week 2022 Day 1–
Ghost AU, candles, dreams)When Dazai’s father passes away due to an unknown illness, he’s left with an inheritance. A mansion which had been passed down within his family for generations, a place which he could now call his own.
Only, he quickly comes to realize that he’s definitely not alone within the mansion’s desolate halls. He has company; the undead kind.
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- Part 1 of Fyozai Week 2022
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10 Jun 2026
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A Lonesome Flower by stayingupandhauntingthenarrative
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Oct 2022
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Though, after buying the purple hyacinths, Fyodor insisted on buying flowers whenever they went out. Dazai didn’t see the point. Flowers wilted and died, they weren’t permanent. Sure they were beautiful, but that beauty never lasted.
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Fyodor and Dazai are dead according to everyone, so why are they living it up in Saint Petersburg?
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10 Jun 2026
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also known as: hakoniwa
In the aftermath, Dazai is saved by Dostoyevsky.
For cheating his chess partner out of their fated showdown, there’s a price to be paid.
And Fyodor is a master at collecting debts.
After all, you win some, and you lose some.
Where Dazai learns the consequences of making himself a king piece on his chessboard, and Fyodor chooses to surrender.
hakoniwa: miniature garden / garden in a box
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- Part 1 of Shiro's Personal Picks
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10 Jun 2026