11 Bookmarks by Merimerimeria

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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    What’s the difference between a cat and a lawyer?

     

    One is an arrogant creature who will ignore you and treat you with contempt unless it can get something out of you. The other is a furry household pet.

    ...Except Dazai is the catty one, and Fyodor is the lawyer, and Fyodor is hellbent on getting Dazai to notice him.

    In which Dazai and Fyodor are soulmates, Dazai tries to run as far away as possible, and Fyodor chases after him.

    Relentlessly.

    Written for Fyozai Week 2022 Day 5 - Soulmate AU + Hurt/Comfort

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Some conversations between Dazai and Fyodor that should never leave the cell.

    ~a(n ongoing) drabble collection~

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    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    261
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    2,012
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    272
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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    (Fyozai Week 2022 Day 4–
    Modern AU, cuddles, “I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”)

    Fyodor rarely ever took days off, but Dazai wanted to go on vacation. Practically begged him to, actually, and so he eventually conceded. The beach Dazai took him to wasn’t exactly his style, but he found enjoyment in it either way.

    Simply because Dazai was there with him, making everything better like he usually did.

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    English
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    4,407
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    347
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    4,326

    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    (Fyozai Week 2022 Day 6–
    Kids AU, hugs, “look, it’s snowing, let’s go play outside!”)

    Dazai Osamu was a lonely kid. He had no friends, and to be blunt, he was a social outcast. No one really wanted to hang around him. He didn’t mind the loneliness of course, and yet . . . Some days it got just a bit tiring.

    All that soon changed, however, during one snowy evening. That was when he met a strange boy by the name of Fyodor Dostoevsky. In him, Dazai found his first and dearest friend.

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    English
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    10,006
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
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    291
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    28
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    2,972

    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.

    They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.

    They draw.

    “I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.

    “I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.

    “Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.

    Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    85
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    325
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    98
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    4,137

    16 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    (Fyozai Week 2022 Day 1–
    Ghost AU, candles, dreams)

    When Dazai’s father passes away due to an unknown illness, he’s left with an inheritance. A mansion which had been passed down within his family for generations, a place which he could now call his own.

    Only, he quickly comes to realize that he’s definitely not alone within the mansion’s desolate halls. He has company; the undead kind.

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    English
    Words:
    10,137
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    247
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    2,243

    10 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 45

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    Though, after buying the purple hyacinths, Fyodor insisted on buying flowers whenever they went out. Dazai didn’t see the point. Flowers wilted and died, they weren’t permanent. Sure they were beautiful, but that beauty never lasted.

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    Fyodor and Dazai are dead according to everyone, so why are they living it up in Saint Petersburg?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
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    322
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    45
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    2,508

    10 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 65

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    also known as: hakoniwa

    In the aftermath, Dazai is saved by Dostoyevsky.

    For cheating his chess partner out of their fated showdown, there’s a price to be paid.

    And Fyodor is a master at collecting debts.

    After all, you win some, and you lose some.

    Where Dazai learns the consequences of making himself a king piece on his chessboard, and Fyodor chooses to surrender.

    hakoniwa: miniature garden / garden in a box

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    401
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    65
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    4,559

    10 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 53

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    They say that isolation can quickly drive someone to insanity, but that’s a moot point when they’ve both long crossed that particular line.

    So on that note… whose bright idea was it to put Dazai Osamu and Fyodor Dostoevsky right next to each other?

    //Dazai and Fyodor have a few conversations during their stay at Meursault. It’s all just fun and games between two old friends. Really.

    (Eternally completed/on-going one-shot collection. Updates whenever I say so.)

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,284
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    500
    Bookmarks:
    53
    Hits:
    4,649

    10 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 55

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    Once a month, Dazai gets flowers delivered outside the agency for him. He can't help but feel dread each time he sees the note and flower type.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,052
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    510
    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    4,498

    10 Jun 2026

  11. Rec 16

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    Fyodor and Dazai in the in-between years

    After Dazai defects from the Port Mafia, only one person is able to find him during his years of hiding. This is a glimpse into one of those moments.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    101
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    710

    08 Jun 2026

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