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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    Told from various POVs with Jack and Ennis' POV dominant. Jack is left blind and alone, coping day to day.
    Instead of being left for dead, he's left blind and alone. Ennis finds out from Lureen Jack is not dead. Loads of angst, suspense and humor.

    Originally published on livejournal under elwings_things. The first chapters that are consolidated were originally posted on Brokeback Slash and can still be viewed there with the original comments.

    Beta by the amazing judy_blue_cat

    Warning: This is a Blind!Jack fic, so if that upsets you, don't read it

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has just moved to Ottawa and, wanting to make Shane proud, he turns up at David and Yuna's when he realizes he has dropped.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya throws a party he doesn't want, breaks down and calls Shane.

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    Or how Shane and Ilya came out to the Centaurs.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Hollander stopped dead, his eyes widening in surprise as he took in Ilya, hand paused as it hung over a stray box of oats at his feet.

    The shepherd made a low whine, snapping Ilya out of his frozen state, and it seemed to do the same for Hollander as well as it booped their nose into his leg firmly, urging him to take notice.

    “Hol-” Ilya finally choked out as Shane stood up abruptly, eyes glazed over in panic. With a nod at the floor, he turned and strode away, the dog trotting along diligently at his heels.

    “Wait, Hollander!”

    Ilya was stunned. There was no other word for it. He feels like he’d seen a ghost, and in some ways he kind of had, for Shane Hollander was very much a ghost of the past.

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    In 2014 Ilya slipped away to Russia for the summer to care for a man who was steadily forgetting everything. On the other side of the globe Shane Hollander had slipped away from the MLH and the world without a word, never to be heard from again.
    In 2022 Ilya, tired and needing something different, takes up a contract with the Ottawa Centaurs. In the cereal aisle of a Loblaw supermarket, he runs into the last person he ever thought he’d see and something deep in his soul flickers alight.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    29 May 2026