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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    When Ilya goes down with a knee injury two months into his and Shane's first season together, they're both terrified their long-awaited chance to play together is about to be cut short. Thankfully, the injury isn't nearly as bad as it first seems and recovery ends up being far more interesting than expected when Ilya joins a new exercise class with a mildly flustered instructor, and accidentally gets adopted by a group of elderly women.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    31 May 2026

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    In which the Raiders try to convince (okay, bribe) Shane Hollander to wife Ilya Rozanov the fuck up.

    The Raiders learn about Hollanov in a different way. Shane is very confused. Ilya loves his team. I regret nothing.

    (This takes place a few months before the great tuna melt fiasco.)

    Some sex talk but mostly a lot of swearing. Also not related to my other fics really but some of the character portrayals, especially the Boston Raiders being all good guys, is in my other work too.

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    30 May 2026

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    This one's for all the smutt lovers!

    Shane and Ilya have been happily married for 3 years.

    Ilya finds a box under the bed with a book inside.

    He discovers Shane's kink list.

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch16

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    In the offseason, a steamy video of Shane and Ilya dancing at a club goes viral. Already out and married for years at this point, the first husbands of hockey can't believe this is news. For once, it's Shane whose media responses blow it up even further. Ilya’s not about to let an opportunity to compete with Shane go to waste.

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    The rivalry still hasn't died, they just find new ways to keep it going. Why choose silence when you can choose violence?

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    29 May 2026

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    “I pee on a stick every day, take my temperature, app tells me when to fuck,” Ilya summarises succinctly. “App says we fuck today. Possibly tomorrow also.”

    “Tomorrow too?” Shane teases. “Are you just trying to get into my pants?”

    “If I was just trying to get into your pants I wouldn’t be on bottom,” Ilya points out, and he does have a point there. Not that topping is unpleasant, or anything, but it’s not exactly something Shane tends to do without an occasion. “I also wouldn’t have to use app. I would say ‘Hollander, get your dick out,’ and you get your dick out.”

    “Are you calling me easy?”

    “Yes. We are both easy, it is the best thing about our relationship.”

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    Shane and Ilya want kids, preferably soon. The details of making that happen prove to be slightly more complicated than initially anticipated.

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    28 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    It wasn’t even a noble injury, was the thing. It might be less of a blow to his ego had he gotten decked by an enforcer twice his size, or, hmm, taken a skate blade to the face.

    But, nope. Shane had ripped a bathroom sink out of drywall in a moment of emotional distress and it had landed on his foot.

    And now his mother and Ilya Rozanov were watching daytime television together. On his sofa.

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    24 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 1

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    “Greetings from your brother,” the man hissed.

    The words barely had time to register before the knife drove forward.

    Straight into his abdomen.

    For a moment, Ilya felt nothing at all — just pressure, distant and unreal.

    Then the pain arrived.

    Blinding.

    All-consuming.

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    20 May 2026

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    He glances at his watch. Ilya probably won’t be home for fifteen more minutes or so. Shane knows he shouldn’t be snooping, but he’s so curious…

    He opens the box.

    And then his chest collapses.

    He was right. There are photos in here. Photos from Ilya’s childhood. But they’re not happy memories at all.

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    20 May 2026

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    Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
    Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
    Scott: Wait, it's not you?
    Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
    Eric: What?

    Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.

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    20 May 2026

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    After a victorious game, the Ottawa Centaurs celebrate their win—until a stranger crosses a line with Ilya. When Shane finally loses his famously calm composure to defend his fiancé, the team witnesses a rare display of fury… and Ilya discovers he likes that side of Shane very much.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane wants to know why Ilya is so opposed to any sort of anal play for himself, what he discovers will change everything

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    18 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 13

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    A re-telling of how Hayden finds out about Shane and Ilya!

    When Alexei sends someone to beat the shit out of Ilya at a nightclub, Hayden is forced to look after him and make sure he gets home safe to Jane ... who is obviously actually Shane.

    Title comes from Sam Fender’s Seventeen Going Under

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    17 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 7

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    Ilya recruits Rose to convince Shane to get a new suit for the GLAAD Awards (and later, Ilya takes it off him).

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    16 May 2026

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    Shane wears glasses to one of Ilya's games and achieves exactly what he set out to do.

    “You know exactly what you are doing, Hollander. Playing dirty is not like you.”

    Shane gives him another virtuous look. “I don't know what you are talking about, Rozanov. Hayden and I just wanted to see how you guys were playing before our game.”

    “Oh, and that is why you wore your slutty little glasses? To see the game better, huh?”

    Now with two more chapters of further slutty little glasses escapades.

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    16 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter came out as gay in a ridiculously public way. Despite winning the cup, and being named MVP, playing Hockey is rough the following season. More than anything, Scott is dreading facing against the Boston Raiders and Ilya Rozanov in particular.

    However, the homophobic slurs and chirps aren’t coming from the Russian’s lips, or from any of the rival players. And it’s not a Boston Raider who takes a swing at Scott with their hockey stick, but another Admiral. And the first person to come to Scott’s defence on the ice is none other than Rozanov.

    So Scott Hunter finds himself on the ice with a badly injured Boston Raider who may have in fact just saved his life. He’s asking for somebody, whimpering their name, Scott leans closer to make it out – he must have misheard.

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    13 May 2026

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    Bood
    what have you given her before?

    Ilya
    A fucking, mostly

    Bood
    CHEAP
    CHEAP GIFT GIVER

    Ilya enlists Bood & the Ottawa WAGs to help brainstorm ideas for his first proper Valentine’s Day with ‘Jane’.

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    12 May 2026

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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

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    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

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    12 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Ilya touches him, thumbs against that same patch of freckles he’d admired a thousand times before.

    On a summer’s day in Moscow however, Ilya’s different. He’s careful, alert, and distant.

    “I’d gladly take the bullets a thousand times over, but you shouldn’t have to. Shane…” He lets out a soft sigh and shakes his head. “I don’t wanna live in a world where you’re out there taking a bullet for me.”

    Ilya makes one last trip to Moscow, Shane insists on coming along, and they're both hit with some hard lessons about home, love, and sacrifice.

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    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 4

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    Shane said nothing else. He just sat there, completely fucking numb, and watched with hot bile rising in his throat, as that first damned medic leaned over Ilya’s chest, hands locked, counting loudly, repetitively. He winced as he watched Ilya’s chest dip with every compression, his precious ribs probably cracking under the sheer pressure. There was a mask over Ilya’s nose and mouth, the same sweet, perfect nose that Shane liked to nuzzle with his own, the soft, pink - and helplessly parted - lips that Shane liked to kiss with his own. 

    “Dyshi, Ilya,” Shane was crying now, entirely fucking inconsolable as he watched the man he was engaged to marry lie on the ice, lifeless and cold and dead. “Dyshi, pozhaluysta. Breathe, Ilya. Please.” 

     

    shane hollander took a hit from cliff marlow years ago. he can't remember much of it.

    ilya rozanov takes a hit from one of shane's old teammates, and shane sees red. but it's not because he wants to kill jj. it's the blood pouring from ilya's nose and staining the ice.

    it's watching the love of his life die in front of him.

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    10 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 7

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