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    “Is someone chasing you?” Ilya drawls. 

    He turns, and yeah, this guy doesn’t look like much of a smoker. Ilya’s learned through time and experience that stoners come in all shapes and sizes, but it’s clear that he isn’t one: hair cut neat and short, straight-laced, brows furrowed into a scowl, shoulders all tight—too squared away. He’s probably not much of a drinker, either, if Ilya had to guess. 

    And he’s wearing a fucking suit, for Christ’s sake. 

    So boring, Ilya thinks, strangely delighted. He wants to take him by the collar and scruff up his hair, if only to see what he might do in response. 

    Or, Shane's struggling with anxiety. Hayden thinks his grumpy weed dealer might be able to help. 

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    01 May 2026

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    Love this AU.

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    27 Apr 2026

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    College AU hockey shane with psychology major ilya

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

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    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Love this fic. Wish it was longer

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    Harry Styles meets Zayn Malik for the first time in the garden just outside of his families compound.

    He knows that as soon as he looks at Zayn everything will become real in a manner he hasn’t allowed himself to acknowledge so naturally, he looks everywhere else but up. Instead he focuses on the stone path his granny had put in last summer and the copious flowers at his surrounding. He finds himself thinking not for the first time how amusing it is that his granny- a very strong willed, no-nonsense woman- finds joy in something as cliché as gardening, funnier even is how it’s taken meeting his fiancé for the first time to truly appreciate it’s beauty. She’d laugh at him.

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    Or the one where Harry is an Alpha, Zayn's a rare Omega, and they've never met before but they're getting married in less than a week.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    "Deep down he knows he should be following his own advice, he knows that the guilt already churning in his stomach will only grow worse the more time he spends with Zayn. But Zayn makes him not care about the consequences; Zayn makes him want to be selfish and kick and scream until he gets his way, until he gets Zayn for his very own. "
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    Zayn feels lost until he meets Harry at his best friend's wedding. Too bad Zayn's already in a relationship.

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