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    At nearly thirty, the only trace of love Yoongi has is in the fanfics he reads. He’s almost forgotten what it means for someone to look at him, to care for him. And it’s fine, because his adult life (full of bills and Jungkook) doesn’t even leave room for him to register big events.

    Events like, for example, Park Jimin: Jungkook's vibrant college friend, who seems to live for taking care of others.

    No, Yoongi registers that. The specific way Jimin cares. And he starts to crave it.

    Luckily for him, Park Jimin wants him.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “I can’t, I can’t do this.” Shane looks down at his feet, panting, looking so fucking beautiful and Ilya aches. Shane is ripping his heart out, gripping it tight in his hand how he is Ilya’s t-shirt.

    “Hollander,” Ilya says, and it’s a plea. It’s I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said it, come back.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane breathes, his eyes screwed shut like if he looks at Ilya, he’ll break. Will come running back to the couch. But he doesn’t want that, doesn’t want Ilya, so he turns and leaves and Ilya is alone.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    '“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
    “Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
    “Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
    “You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
    “Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
    “Hm.”
    Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'

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    Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov poked a finger into Shane’s hip. Shane looked down, breath catching on a gasp at the sight of slowly fading handprint shaped red marks on his hips. Rozanov’s hands. Rozanov had held onto him so closely, fucked into him so hard, that he left marks on Shane’s skin.

    Shane should have been pissed, but really, if he hadn’t just come three times, he’d be hard in an instant. Part of him wished Rozanov had held him even tighter, held him hard enough to bruise.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    19 Dec 2025