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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    27 May 2026

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    Chuuya and Dazai met four years ago. Those four years have been filled with childish bickering and a stubborn refusal to admit they cared about each other.

    An aphrodisiac breaks down Dazai's walls. Their dynamic shifts accordingly, it feels okay in the moment, softness, affection, lust. Things hidden behind barriers and lines they never dared cross. If only this could last forever.

    But aphrodisiacs are only temporary.

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    A mafioso falls in love with the king of the Sheep.
    It’s a simple story from there on.

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    25 May 2026

  4. Rec 11

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    BEAST AU!

    Chuuya’s breath hitched hard in his chest. His pulse roared in his ears.

    His trembling gaze darted for something, anything—his hand landed on the desk he didn’t remember was behind him—then his fingertips brushed on something metal amid the flickering ruin of the room. He didn’t even remember when the gun arrived this time, only that it was there, heavy and cold, familiar.

    “You’re not real,” he rasped, lifting it, arm shaking violently. “You’re not him!”

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    09 Jan 2026

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  5. Rec 8

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    SOUKOKU ANGST!

    A chunk of plaster dropped nearby, shattering on the floor. They both ignored it.

    Chuuya’s voice dropped to a rough whisper. “How many times, Dazai? In these three days. How many times did you get hurt?”

    Dazai hesitated just long enough for the answer to hurt.

    “Often enough,” his voice threatened to break. “You know what my job is like.”

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    08 Dec 2025

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