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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Carol."

    Zosia Bartoś has said Sturka on panel shows and she has said my colleague on Twitter and she has said "the anchor at Liberty" in interviews and she has said "Carol Sturka" the full two-word name in writing, but she has not said Carol, just Carol, since a hotel room in Cincinnati ten years ago.

    "You can say gay on television.”

    Someone in the audience gasps, another says oh my god too loudly into a mic that should have been dead and the room comes apart.

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    Carol Sturka is a closeted conservative anchor. Zosia Bartoś is her progressive ex. Netflix has them on a stage in 8 swing states for 4 months.

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    First in a series of Stursia Romance/Smut AUs and one-shots. Different genres.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    When Helen dies during childbirth, Carol is left with a premature daughter she doesn't know how to care for and a grief she doesn't know how to survive. Dr. Zosia Wojcik becomes her lifeline—teaching her how to be a mother, how to function, how to keep breathing. A story about loss, recovery, and finding unexpected light in the darkest places.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    BEEEEEEEEEEP.

    The honk comes without warning. For half a second, Carol thinks she has been shot.

    Then it keeps going. A sustained, unbroken, eat-shit honk. The kind LA people deploy when they want to fuck you up as a person.

    The honking stops. The Range Rover's window comes down.

    "Are you leaving the space or not." The woman says it flat, and bored.

    Carol puts her own window down. Slowly, for the fuck of it.

    “No, lady. I'm not leaving. I’m parked. This is a parking space, and I have parked a car in it. Like a human being is allowed to. Your response to that was to put your hand flat on a horn for what, an hour? What the fuck is wrong with you?”

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    A feud for the ages. Two strangers let a parking incident burrow into their minds and slowly consume their every thought and action

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Carol is on thin ice at home and finds some comfort in visiting her favorite jazz club. There, she meets a sick woman with a name like no one else who is caught up in something darker than Carol can wrap her head around.

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    30 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Carol and Zosia Meet before the joining AU

    Carol is in Berlin for a writing residency, she becomes friends with a group of her residency mates who introduce her to Zosia, a young ex-pat who lives with more confidence than Carol has even been able to muster.

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    23 May 2026