dharmaa
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I will rearrange the stars, pull 'em down to where you are by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya get into nasty fight that leads them to a break up. They will have to learn how to live without the other one's presence after so many years.
When they eventually meet up again, Ilya is playing for Ottawa and everything falls apart again. At least now they can have confrontation, and maybe finally close a chapter.
Shane can't forgive him. Ilya can't live without him anymore.
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I'll tell you how the weather is and you'll slip into some eloquently ramblin' mixed-messaging by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 May 2026
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He didn’t see the thunder coming.
He flinched so hard his body almost lifted from the mattress. Shane understood.
“Oh, Ilya,” he said it so gently, like he was speaking to a child, or a scared puppy. Or maybe both. At the same time, “Come here, sweetheart. It’s ok.”⟡
“I just can’t sleep. And you always said I could come to you if– If I needed it,” Luca’s voice was low, he was staring at the floor.
“Yes, Luca, you should come to me when something is wrong. I am captain, so I am like mama duck with her ducklings."or
While in Tampa for a game, a tropical storm hits the city and both Ilya and Luca find out how much easier it gets if you let yourself be vulnerable enough to get comforted.
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the line between a house and a home by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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The Ottawa Centaur's plane needs to do an emergency landing. Between scared partners and teammates Ilya takes young Luca Haas under his wing and tries his best to make him feel better.
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something wrapped all my past mistakes in barbed wire by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane wakes up to find out that an old hookup has made a video about their night together. Before he can even see the video, his phone is exploding with texts and articles.
Between the teasing and joking of his teammates he finds out some things about Ilya's past. -
one day, I am gonna grow wings by dharmaa
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Apr 2026
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He got up from the floor, dizzy and uncoordinated. He managed to find his way to the bathroom and to the medicine cabinet, grabbed the pill bottle and stared at it. He didn’t grab one like he usually did, instead he held the whole bottle in his shaking hand as he walked into the living room. This time he sat on the couch, he looked around as if he was waiting for someone to stop him. He was alone, he knew it. He stared at his phone. Maybe he should try calling Shane again. He didn’t.
orWhat if the detail that made Shane stop doubting their relationship wasn’t the almost plane crash. What if instead Ilya’s depression flared way earlier, when all he wanted was someone he couldn’t have, and what if he tried to do something he would’ve never forgiven himself for.
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I will rearrange the stars, pull 'em down to where you are by dharmaa
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 May 2026
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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12 Mar 2026
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And suddenly, filling his entire screen, Rozanov was grinning into the camera with a row of bloody teeth. His lip was split. When he wiped his mouth with the back of his bare hand, it came away streaked with red. He spat the rest onto the ice with an awful smile and a wink before getting to his feet.
Jane: Can you stay in the dressing room?
Lily: Are you asking or telling?
Jane: You hate being told what to do.
Lily: Not when it's you
Jane: Stay.
Jane: You looked really fucking good taking that hit.
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11 Mar 2026
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ten minutes for deliberate injury by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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Shane asks very nicely for Ilya to slap him across the face while they fuck.
Everything is going according to plan, until suddenly it isn't.
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Shane safewords out of an intense scene, and aftercare ensues.
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- Part 16 of penalties
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But instead, he calls him by his last name, an attempt to cover up whatever the fuck he had just done.
“Hollander.” Don’t do this. Please don’t do this. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. I take it back. It’s stupid.
He had to try again, had to reach for something—anything—to stop him from leaving.
“Hollander.” Please don't go.
——> Ilya calls Shane by his name, he leaves, and Ilya panics.
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- Part 3 of heated rivalry coda
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.