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    written 2000-2001

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 1

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    A little sweetness, not much in the way of light.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 14

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    But this commenter also mentions that liking men felt like a decision. 

    An argument could be made that Lando ‘chose’ that guy (and every other guy) she slept with because she knew she could, not because she simply felt drawn to him, and that's where the difference lies in her attraction.

    If she were gay though, wouldn't she have felt 'drawn’ to a woman by now?

    Lando can't understand herself. George is there to help.

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 79

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    “If you’re kissing all your girls like that,” Oscar starts, his voice is slower, drawn out, “Then its no wonder they aren’t moaning.”

    It’s almost goading, the way he says it—the words undercut with a challenge. Oscar knows him too well to assume he’s going to back down.

    ”Yeah?” Lando tilts his head, eyes narrowing, “Big talk, Piastri. You think you’re a better kisser than me?”

    Oscar rolls his eyes at his tone, there really isn’t a reason for them to be doing this. ‘Just because’ isn’t a good enough reason to make out with your best friend, no matter how drunk or high you are, and Oscar knows that. But it sticks in his chest like nicotine tar, aches with every shuddering breath he sucks in.

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    08 Sep 2025

  5. Rec 33

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    “I think I should just give up on men at this point. Be like, a fucking nun or somethin’. Surely easier in the long run,” Lando muses.

    “D’you honestly think you’d make it as a nun? Seems like a huge departure from the deal you’ve got now. ‘Sides you don’t have to turn to our lord and savior Jesus Christ just because you suddenly hate men,” Oscar idly says to the ceiling, trying not to look too close at Lando curled around the pillow she slept on last night. “Actually, seems like it’d defeat the point. You’d be turning to a man to get away from men, yeah?”

    “You’re thinking way too deep into this. It wouldn’t be a religious thing, it’d be like, a girlie thing y’know? Like just me and the other nuns hanging out, painting each other's nails or some shit.” Lando does some complicated hand gesture that she somehow thinks gets her point across. Oscar is ruined.

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    21 Feb 2025