dizzy_edge
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Through the confusion of it all, Mike still had the question of why. He knew Will loved him, with the way Will’s fingers dragged through the hair on his head, the way Will looked down at him with such concern over a few useless tears. Will loved Mike, and Mike knew that.
He didn’t know why.
So he asked. He closed his eyes, exhaling the question like it was the hardest thing in the world. “Why do you love me?”
Mike questions why the people he knows love him. Will gives him some reassurance.
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- Part 8 of mike wheeler having mental problems
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Mike sniffled. Something warm dripped out of his nose, and he frowned. He didn’t have allergies in the fall, and his nose didn't feel very stuffy anyways, rather it felt dry. He wiped it with the back of his sleeve, planning on turning around to wipe his nose properly. Instead, when he lowered his hand, he froze.
Ms. Byers turned to him, confused as to why he stopped, but she took in a sharp breath as well when she saw the deep red stain on his sleeve, and the droplets of blood leaking out of his nose.
“Oh shit.”
After returning from the MAC-Z, Mike's resolve slowly crumbles after processing the last week of his life. After a breakdown and a terrifying vision, it's revealed that Vecna has possessed him, and he only has one day left.
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- Part 7 of mike wheeler having mental problems
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Blue was a sad color, like the color of tears, and sometimes mold. Oddly, he associated himself with it. He wasn’t sure why. Maybe it was because he was sad, or maybe it was his favorite color. He couldn’t remember. It didn’t matter. He was dying.
Blue wasn’t always sad, though. It was the sky, the sea, and the planets Neptune and Uranus. All of which were spectacular things that are so mysterious. Unknown.
Mike didn’t know which blue he was. Maybe he was just himself, and not a color. Maybe he’d always just been himself.
As Mike drifts away from consciousness for the last time, logic deteriorates around him. He reminds himself of life and detaches himself from who he thought he previously was.
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- Part 6 of mike wheeler having mental problems
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how? heart of a dragon (for my prayer has always been love) by dizzy_edge
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Mar 2026
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“I— I wasn’t going to do anything. I was just… I was—”
“Please don’t do this with me,” Dustin cut in, swallowing thickly. Mike tried to ignore the pain in the other boy’s voice, but that didn’t stop a voice of his own deep down telling him that he’d fucked everythig up again.
“Dustin—”
“Don’t make me go through this again,” he said, quieter. The firmness in his voice had vanished, replaced by desperation and vulnerability. Dustin rarely spoke like that, usually opting for a more assertive voice, but that assertiveness had shifted into something softer. Mike could feel tears brimming in his eyes, because at least real dead people had the grace of not being able to hear someone pleading for their life. Mike, who only felt like he was dead and rotting, still had to be torn apart by caring words, and that was torturous.
A few months after the destruction of the Upside Down, Mike still hasn’t moved on from everything. On the daily, he finds it harder to climb out of bed. When he finds himself imagining death at Sattler’s Quarry, he doesn’t expect Dustin to find him, in the same spots they were in almost five years before.
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- Part 5 of mike wheeler having mental problems
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i'll be dazed and confused (all my life) by dizzy_edge
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Feb 2026
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His eyes felt wet, and he sniffled, trying to keep himself from crying into the boy's top. His throat felt painfully dry, and the cold air passing through his throat didn’t help. The warmth of Will did, though, and Mike held onto him a little tighter.
“Mike, what’s—”
“I’m sorry,” he gasped, squeezing his eyes shut. “I did it again, I’m sorry.”
After El's sacrifice, everyone struggles to cope. Mike turns to less than healthy methods, and when he's caught, he gets the help he needs from those around him.
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- Part 4 of mike wheeler having mental problems
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Months after their mission to take down the MPs, Armin is still haunted by what happened that day. Levi helps him, in his own way.
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06 Jun 2026
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The nightmares are keeping Armin awake, but he’s not the only one having trouble with sleep.
In which a sleepless night has Armin learning far more about the 104th’s captain than he thought he would.Bookmarked by dizzy_edge
06 Jun 2026
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"What is it?" Will asks, soft but insistent. Mike knows he already knows what's happening, he's instead giving Mike the floor. Letting him talk on his terms.
Mike just about bursts into tears. "I had a dream you were gone again and I- I couldn't convince myself you were okay so, so, I had to check."
Will pulls him in for a hug, "It's okay, I get it. I'm right here right now, alright? I promise you won't lose me again," he says, and the simple sound of Will's soothing voice and assuring words breaks him.
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Mike has a nightmare about losing Will again and seeks him out to double-check he's alright and maybe get some hugs in the process.
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31 May 2026
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Will gets sick. Mike stays.
Somewhere between caretaking and morning light, Mike realizes he’s been in love with Will all along.
Bookmarked by dizzy_edge
28 May 2026
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i have a sneaking suspicion that the author doesn't like cafeteria pasta (this is soooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!)
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mike gets sick, and will takes care of him
Bookmarked by dizzy_edge
27 May 2026