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If she saw him now, she would be upset that he had thrown his life away, given up. He didn’t know what else to do. He often thought of suicide, that maybe then he would be reunited with his beloved at the gates of heaven, if he even made it to heaven. He was a shell of a man. A man gone mad with grief. There was truly nothing left for him. He tried so hard to make it, but it didn't work.
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Housofpsychoticmn by doede3r
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
25 Mar 2025
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He was a coward, barely human. Nature chewed on him. He let Jayce leave empty-handed and hardly offered a greeting the next day. There was no point remembering it; what was done was done, and Jayce would find someone else to hold his affections. Someone better, someone worthy.
Loosely inspired by "Housofpsychoticwomn" by Ethel Cain because the angst brainworms have gotten me.
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Liberosis by doede3r
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
18 Dec 2024
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Viktor was fidgeting again. The nervous energy wracking his lithe body. He had to talk to Jayce today, there was no avoiding it. Viktor knew the second Jayve arrived at the lab he would crash. He was mentally preparing himself for any possible outcome. Maybe Jayve would reciprocate his feelings. No, Jayce would never fall for such foolishness. Even if Jayce hated him for the rest of his life, he couldn’t stand the pit in his stomach any longer.
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I Will Mar Myself Again by doede3r
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
17 Dec 2024
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Jayce was so kind, he could hardly keep his composure. “I told you Jayce, I’m fine. It’s been a long week, if there was something wrong I would tell you.” Viktor tried to ease Jayce’s worry. He didn’t understand why Jayce pushed so hard, they were just lab partners. “Would you?” Jayce asked him. It was soft and quiet, it made Viktor want to jump into his arms and pour his heart out. He didn’t want to answer, he knew if he did the flood gates would open and his secret would be out.
Title taken from "Punish" by Ethel Cain
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Scentbound by stillnotimpressed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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When a feral alpha collapses on Shane’s doorstep, instinct collides with fear. Marked by scent, drawn by something neither of them can name, they circle each other in a fragile truce that feels dangerously like fate.
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16 May 2026
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Dennis Whitaker has a hard time breaking his "I don't need food habit because I'm broke as dirt" and now people think he has a possible eating disorder. He's fine of course, if only the hitting the floor and having a seizure hadn't happened in front of everyone in the Pitt.
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Oh Partner, Give Me Everything. by Sqooby
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
29 Apr 2026
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For the first time in his life, Viktor feels stable. He's 21 years old, living in a beautiful apartment with his best friend, a cat named Rio, and has an obscene amount of money even after giving half of his paychecks to charity. Unfortunately he can't help but feel a little empty.
He's always wanted to have children. Hextech is showing no signs of slowing down, he has a strong support system, his health is better than ever since going to physical therapy. He isn't getting any younger. So why not?
Why not have a baby?
This story starts when they meet as teenagers and follows all of the trials and tribulations that they endure over coming years.
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- Part 1 of Oh Partner!
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01 Apr 2026
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Ilya has to attend a photoshoot while Shane is little. Yuna and David Hollander are out of town, Svetlana and Rose are off doing their own things, so the only other person who Ilya trusted to watch Shane while he's in headspace is Hayden Pike. Nobody said it would be easy to leave his baby in someone else's care for almost 5 hours.
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27 Mar 2026
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“Are you getting your period?” Trinity asks, not even bothered by her roommate, seated on the toilet, pants down.
“Get the fuck out, Trin!” Dennis says, covering his parts using a towel hanging on the rack.
“Oh please, I have my own vagina and a little growth on your clitoris doesn’t bother me.” She steps inside and closes the door.
“Oh my fucking God.” Dennis breaths.
Or; Dennis is too broke for regular testosterone shots and gets his period during his residency. Lucky enough for him, Jack and Robby are willing to help out, if he gets the courage to actually tell them what’s wrong.
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