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    Shane Hollander’s life changes the night a debt comes due.

    Freshly drafted and on the edge of everything he’s ever worked for, Shane learns his parents owe more money than they could ever repay, and that the man collecting isn’t interested in cash. Ilya Rozanov takes Shane instead.

    As payment.

    Now Shane lives under Ilya’s roof, bound by rules he never agreed to, marked by jewelry he can’t remove, and watched with an intensity that blurs the line between protection and possession. He’s still allowed to play hockey, but off the ice, his world shrinks to one man’s control. The more Shane succeeds, the tighter Ilya’s grip becomes. Because this was never about settling a debt, it was about keeping what’s his.

    And the most dangerous part?

    Shane is starting to feel safest right where he’s trapped.

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    28 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Do you wanna do something special for our pride night?” Ilya asked Shane who was busy reading something. They were on their bed, relaxing and getting ready for the night.

    Shane’s face scrunches up and he puts his book down. “Oh, I’ve never thought of doing something for it. What do you have in mind?”

    “This is just a suggestion, fuck the logistics, but what do you think about switching jerseys for the whole duration of the game?”

    “You mean I wear your ‘Rozanov’ jersey and you wear my ‘Hollander’ jersey?”

     

    in other words, Shane and Ilya switch jerseys for Ottawa's Pride Night

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    27 May 2026

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    After Shane is injured, Ilya cannot keep his composure and reveals what they have been hiding for years- they're married and have been since a drunken awards night in Vegas 2014.

     

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Shane,” Ilya whispered somewhat sternly, “Stop doing this. I am going to get a bandana or something and you will look like a kidnapping victim, is this something you want?”

    “Hmmm,” Shane started smiling again and Ilya quickly began to panic, “I mean, I liked it when you tied a belt around-”

    “Shane!” Ilya covered his mouth, turning to look at Shane’s parents—who were thankfully talking to the doctor and not focused on the things their son was saying. He managed to get more gauze in Shane’s mouth, but he could see the gears turning in Shane’s head and the smile reforming on his face.

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    22 May 2026

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    “Well. I came out to the team as gay a few weeks ago. Apparently they decided they’d rather spend their time calling me a ‘geisha whore’ and standing around than doing their fucking jobs,” Shane said, dejectedly. He kept his voice low as they got into position for the game to start so the ref wouldn’t hear. His eyes trained on the ground, ready for the drop. He couldn’t force himself to look at Ilya in that moment.

    “What.” Rozanov’s voice was low as he growled the word out.

    Shane braved a glance upwards, hoping he wouldn’t see more disgust. While he did find it in Ilya’s eyes, it seemed to also be mixed with a twinge of sadness and pure, unadulterated anger. Ilya let out a harsh puff of breath.

    Unsure of how Ilya felt about his confession, Shane went on, “Yeah it’s whatever man. Sorry, I shouldn’t have-“

    “No. You don’t apologize. Motherfuckers.”

     

    AU where Shane is slightly older than Ilya. Shane captains the metros while Ilya captains the centaurs. Shane tries to come out to his teammates and much to the horror of the centaurs, they do not take it well.

    Aka Ilya decides it’s time for Shane to learn what it means to be loved and supported… romance shall ensueee

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    15 May 2026