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Drabble. Sam POV kinda. Nothing interesting happens, its just kind of sweet and sad.
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Forced to pull over during a snowstorm, Sam and Dean have to find a way to stay warm in the Impala.
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The way Dean looks at him sometimes, God, it makes his skin crawl.
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In Heaven, when an angel gets out of line they need to be reprogrammed, but being reprogrammed can have some lasting effects.
Or: The story of how Gabriel lost the love of his life.
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on my knees at the altar of your soul by whenfireanddarknesscollide
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Oct 2025
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It’s been four months since the big fight, since Sam left for Stanford, and Dean hasn’t heard a word from him. Doesn’t even know if he’s still alive, and it’s killing him every day from the inside out. But one morning when he wakes up there’s a new voicemail on his phone. It’s Sam, this time for real, and he’s begging for Dean.
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19 Oct 2025
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my lips that kiss your skin, my hands that cradle your soul by whenfireanddarknesscollide
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Dec 2024
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Dean comes way too close to being killed on what should have been a mundane, routine hunt. No angels, reapers; no supernatural interference to bring them back this time. Even after the monster is long dead, Sam can’t shake that terror, that soul-piercing horror of losing Dean again. He needs Dean to show him that they’re finally safe.
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13 Oct 2025
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Sam wakes up with a hangover and realizes he and Dean had sex last night while drunk. Guilty and panicky, he nurses his hangover at a nearby diner where he encounters a friendly local, Bethann, who’s more invested than she should be in his relationship problems. Bethann tries to talk Sam out of his shame spiral and make things work with Dean. But how can Sam be sure Dean wants this as much as he does?
An early-seasons getting together fic.
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06 Oct 2025
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Sam walks in on Dean watching porn, (not all that an uncommon experience) The porn itself is, as it features an actor with a very familiar appearance.
OR Dean is caught watching Sam lookalike porn.
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06 Oct 2025
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It's summer and the boys are resting between jobs at a Motel 6. Dean wants what he shouldn't; Sam lets him have it.
Set during season 4.
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06 Oct 2025