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on my knees at the altar of your soul by whenfireanddarknesscollide
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Oct 2025
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It’s been four months since the big fight, since Sam left for Stanford, and Dean hasn’t heard a word from him. Doesn’t even know if he’s still alive, and it’s killing him every day from the inside out. But one morning when he wakes up there’s a new voicemail on his phone. It’s Sam, this time for real, and he’s begging for Dean.
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19 Oct 2025
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my lips that kiss your skin, my hands that cradle your soul by whenfireanddarknesscollide
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Dec 2024
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Dean comes way too close to being killed on what should have been a mundane, routine hunt. No angels, reapers; no supernatural interference to bring them back this time. Even after the monster is long dead, Sam can’t shake that terror, that soul-piercing horror of losing Dean again. He needs Dean to show him that they’re finally safe.
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13 Oct 2025
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Sam wakes up with a hangover and realizes he and Dean had sex last night while drunk. Guilty and panicky, he nurses his hangover at a nearby diner where he encounters a friendly local, Bethann, who’s more invested than she should be in his relationship problems. Bethann tries to talk Sam out of his shame spiral and make things work with Dean. But how can Sam be sure Dean wants this as much as he does?
An early-seasons getting together fic.
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06 Oct 2025
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Sam walks in on Dean watching porn, (not all that an uncommon experience) The porn itself is, as it features an actor with a very familiar appearance.
OR Dean is caught watching Sam lookalike porn.
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06 Oct 2025
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It's summer and the boys are resting between jobs at a Motel 6. Dean wants what he shouldn't; Sam lets him have it.
Set during season 4.
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06 Oct 2025
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Dean is back from hell and still adjusting. Sometimes he needs Sam to help him out.
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- Part 4 of SPN Kinktober 2025
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04 Oct 2025
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let me melt the ice burning in your chest by need_more_meta
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Mar 2025
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Dean is determined to make Sam celebrate Christmas again, no matter how fucked-up their lives are at the moment.
What starts with an innocuous gift quickly deteriorates into being trapped in a cursed object with a monster on the loose, which, on second thought, is exactly the Winchester kind of Christmas.
Set after s04e15 Death Takes a Holiday.
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- Part 23 of Meta's Wincest Fics
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12 Sep 2025
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After a brutal hunt, Dean and Sam check into another motel, bloodied, exhausted, and quieter than usual. The silence between them has stretched thin, pulled tight with everything they’ve never said. Dean’s unraveling, and Sam’s been waiting for him to break.
In the stillness of a motel room lit only by neon buzzing through stained curtains, something shifts.
This isn’t about lust. It’s about years. About breath held too long. About wanting something you were never supposed to want, and finally, finally touching it like it might burn you.
They move slowly. Speak less. And when it finally happens, it’s not rushed or wild, it’s sacred. Desperate. Loving.
They won’t come back from this.
But maybe they never wanted to.Bookmarked by ethelpain
11 Sep 2025
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When Sam expresses a desire for Dean to hurt him during sex, Dean - who's spent years both protecting his baby brother and repressing his own sadistic tendencies - freaks out a bit. Lucky for them both, he comes around.
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10 Sep 2025
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A hunt goes sideways. Cas vanishes again. Dean’s temper burns hotter than the map room lights, and Sam ends up taking the brunt of his anger. Words are sharp, doors slam, and silence stretches heavy through the bunker.
But twenty minutes later, Dean shows up at Sam’s door, not with an apology, but with something rawer, messier, and wordless. What starts as comfort in the dark shifts into something neither of them can ignore. Desperation bleeds into heat, and heat into something softer, until Dean finally lets himself fall apart in the one place he knows he’s safe.
Angst. Smut. Fluff. All in one night.
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09 Sep 2025
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Sam's not crazy anymore. This day may prove otherwise.
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09 Sep 2025
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Some rituals require the blood of a virgin. Not this ritual--Sam and Dean need the blood of someone who has "laid down in bed with a soul raised from perdition." Unfortunately, the brothers, Hell alumni themselves, haven't done so. There's a painfully obvious solution, and it leads to a more complicated aftermath than they'd hoped.
(The 1,000,000th fic on AO3!)
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07 Sep 2025
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“You can do it?” Dean breathes. “Figure out how to not need the organs? So we don’t have to do that shit?”
Sam’s heart skips a beat. He frames Dean’s face with his hands, thumbs over his cheekbones, his eyelashes.
“Yes,” he lies. “I can figure it out.”
(A canon divergence fic from 3.15 Time Is On My Side, in which Sam convinces Dean to agree to use Doc Benton's formula, and also embraces his demonic powers.)
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- Part 1 of Undead verse
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17 Aug 2023
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Tell Him That His Lonesome Nights Are Over by runawaydr3amer
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
05 Sep 2022
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Years after Sam lost his soul and got it back, he started having dreams about hurting Dean that left him waking up wanting and sick with it. There was a traumatic memory tucked away in both of their heads, but it wouldn't stay hidden for much longer.
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- Part 1 of Sandman 'verse
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There's a shared desire between Sam and Dean that is buried deep beneath the surface. The need to consume and be consumed that goes without the other's knowledge until circumstances bring things into the light.
Like any form of tension, something's gotta give sometime.
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29 Jul 2023
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They don't just have to pretend to be gay. They have to be the gayest! This was written for linaerys and it's dedicated to everyone on my flist who is celebrating today. Happy birthday, my fellow June 20th babies!
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28 Jul 2023
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Sam is dead. Dean doesn't handle it well.
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- Part 1 of the things i'd do
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12 May 2023
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"When I had the unparalleled pleasure of torturing her, Meg shared some tasty, terrible things about her time in Sam's head, back in the day." Crowley leaned over the table in the dungeon, his chains jingling. "And, as we've all been forced to acknowledge and exploit over the years, your sad little family drama is just rife with secrets. Your main export. Isn’t that right, Moose?"
Sam's palms were sweating. He stared at Crowley, who was staring back at him with this wry smile—and then, almost imperceptibly, Crowley's eyes flicked over to Dean.
Bile rose in Sam's throat. He knew.
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Dean Winchester's Guide On How To Woo Your Brother by KassandraScarlett
Fandoms: Supernatural
06 Sep 2020
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Canon-divergent after S8:E23-Sacrifice. Let's just pretend Season 9 never happened, okay?
It takes Dean some time to realise he and Sam are kinda married. Now, the trick is to get Sam to realise the same. It's not like he can Google tips on 'How to win your brother over'. He's on his own. Awesome.
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25 Dec 2022