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    What were the stages of grief again?

    Denial, Jax remembers. He knows that one. It’s the first on the list, the one that clues people in that it’s developing grief in the first place. Not that he’s grieving. That was silly. And a straight up delusional take on his situation. He doesn’t grieve.

    Cartoonish purple rabbits don’t grieve.

    The dead can’t speak, the guilty don’t deserve to. Pomni has Thoughts™ and makes it Jax’s whole problem.

    (Or: the one where she gives one last push.)

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    27 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    After sacrificing himself for the rest of the members of the circus to escape, Jax suddenly finds himself outside of the game and back in the real world.

    Through the confusion of how he got uot and ended up here, he sees the signs of the others having successfully escaped but when faced with them why does he thinks it's best they believe he died?

    And how the hell does he prevent them from recognizing his voice?

    ⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼

    Basically Jax is emo and sad and shit when he escapes the game and tries to stay away from the others but can't and when Pomni finds out she's both mad and relived and then fluff ensues.

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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    Derlod stared at the window.

    His wings twitched, scuffed and dirtied. The once shimmering black feathers were dull and messy, their golden shine nowhere to be seen. Some part of him was glad for that.

    He stared harder.

    They itched. The bigger part of him was annoyed about that fact.

     

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    Derlord doesn't know how to ask for help. He learns.

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    15 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    The brain worms are worming-

    1 is a cute little one shot

    2 WONT STOP GROWING

    3 horny little one shot that's 6k words 😔

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Jax finally did it. He apologized to everyone! But that's obviously not enough to change anything. Especially when the apology sounded so... disingenuously.
    The fan-favorite asshole must be punished for his crimes. The circus members decided that the silent treatment is better than jail. Now Jax can't speak to others, or even hear them, at least until they forgive him. With time and effort, he can work his way through to earn their forgiveness and break the punishment's spell.
    Well, in theory it sounds great, but it is Jax we are talking about. What do you mean he can't talk with others? What do you mean there is no audience for his snarky comments? What do you mean he has to befriend people to be able to speak with them again???
    He actually wished they would've thrown him into a wacky jail instead.
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    This is a sequel to "Therapy with Kinger". It would be better if you read it first, but it's not completely necessary to understand the plot. Kinger and Jax relationship is established in the previous part though and you might want to take a look at that before you start reading this.

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    13 Mar 2026