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“Everything that’s good to you, ain’t always good for you.”
His entire life, Hinata had been searching mindlessly for something to ease out the empty feeling and shitty past that he was buried in, running from one high to the next. But, was the price he had to pay at the end even worth it?
Drugs, sex, alcohol, money, parties, meth, substances, attention, manipulation. Just anything strong enough to drown out the empty pit inside him.
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One drug addict, one stripper, one drug dealer, one camboy, one sugar baby, one gambler, one illegal street racer, one obsessive stalker, and finally, another drug addict. All being stripped of their morals. They would rather be drowned in multicoloured glitter and purple lighting than face real life.
Well, being under the influence and high off the face of earth is so much more bearable, anyway.
That's all.
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12 Jun 2026
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San Lang, can we make a porno? ❤︎ by creamielian
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Feb 2025
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Unable to pay the rent, even his heating has broken and the bathroom faucet is leaking; Xie Lian is in desperate need of money.
What better idea than to open an account on an adult site and upload content, however, there is a problem. He's too prudish, so he hasn't billed as much as he would have liked. So, he needed to do something about it.
That’s why they are here now, currently face to face on the soft crimson sheets of his best friend, Hua Cheng, king-size bed and Xie Lian’s legs on each side of his hips. A camera recording beside them.
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12 Jun 2026
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Take my lonely heart, break it and mend it by YellowxBlue
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
21 Apr 2025
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One overheard conversation leaves Chu Wanning reeling and his world turned upside down. The promise of having his deepest desire fulfilled leads him to go down a road he never thought he would travel. Will he end up lost or will he find something more at the end of the road?
AU - BDSM
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10 Jun 2026
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Straight, By the Way by Anonymous
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
09 Oct 2025
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“Man, I can’t believe it,” Satoru whines, like a kid who dropped his ice cream. “I missed my favorite cam show tonight just because I had to fight Sukuna.”
Suguru’s eyes go wide. No. No way.
“Yup,” Satoru grins, throwing an arm over his face. “Total tragedy. Loyal subscriber, too. Spent weeks waiting. Then Sukuna’s ugly mug had to get in the way.”
“You—watch live streams?” Suguru asks, voice cracking.
“Hell yeah,” Satoru says, casual as anything. “There’s this one—pretty little thing, doesn’t show their face. Body’s unreal. Cute voice, all whiny and bratty, like they were born to beg.”
Suguru’s throat closes.
Satoru nudges him with his elbow, grinning. “Lookey—I’ll show you. Bro to bro.”
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Or: Geto Suguru: model student, reliable friend, totally straight frat bro.
Also Geto Suguru: gay slut on the internet, bouncing on dildos for yen.
Keeping the first separate from the second was supposed to be easy… until Satoru Gojo decided “bonding activity” meant watching his favorite camboy together.
Too bad Satoru’s favorite camboy is Suguru himself—and he doesn’t even know.
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08 Jun 2026
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[PODFIC] Choices/you can live with/ by Danmei_Podfics_With_Gem
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
04 May 2026
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At 17 (and almost 7 months!) Wei Ying thought he knew the direction his life would take but, as it turns out, life has a way of being totally unpredictable. The 2 minute timer on his phone goes off.
He grabs the test.
He sees those two red lines.
He whispers ‘Fuck’
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Weeks after having sex with his classmate, Lan Zhan, Wei Ying finds himself in the family way. He has choices to make;/hopefully he'll make the right ones./
Podfic of Choices/you can live with/ by Nyatci.
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14 May 2026