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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Everything that’s good to you, ain’t always good for you.”

     

    His entire life, Hinata had been searching mindlessly for something to ease out the empty feeling and shitty past that he was buried in, running from one high to the next. But, was the price he had to pay at the end even worth it?

    Drugs, sex, alcohol, money, parties, meth, substances, attention, manipulation. Just anything strong enough to drown out the empty pit inside him.

     

    or

     

    One drug addict, one stripper, one drug dealer, one camboy, one sugar baby, one gambler, one illegal street racer, one obsessive stalker, and finally, another drug addict. All being stripped of their morals. They would rather be drowned in multicoloured glitter and purple lighting than face real life.

    Well, being under the influence and high off the face of earth is so much more bearable, anyway.

    That's all.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Unable to pay the rent, even his heating has broken and the bathroom faucet is leaking; Xie Lian is in desperate need of money.

    What better idea than to open an account on an adult site and upload content, however, there is a problem. He's too prudish, so he hasn't billed as much as he would have liked. So, he needed to do something about it.

    That’s why they are here now, currently face to face on the soft crimson sheets of his best friend, Hua Cheng, king-size bed and Xie Lian’s legs on each side of his hips. A camera recording beside them.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    One overheard conversation leaves Chu Wanning reeling and his world turned upside down. The promise of having his deepest desire fulfilled leads him to go down a road he never thought he would travel. Will he end up lost or will he find something more at the end of the road?

    AU - BDSM

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “Man, I can’t believe it,” Satoru whines, like a kid who dropped his ice cream. “I missed my favorite cam show tonight just because I had to fight Sukuna.”

    Suguru’s eyes go wide. No. No way.

    “Yup,” Satoru grins, throwing an arm over his face. “Total tragedy. Loyal subscriber, too. Spent weeks waiting. Then Sukuna’s ugly mug had to get in the way.”

    “You—watch live streams?” Suguru asks, voice cracking.

    “Hell yeah,” Satoru says, casual as anything. “There’s this one—pretty little thing, doesn’t show their face. Body’s unreal. Cute voice, all whiny and bratty, like they were born to beg.”

    Suguru’s throat closes.

    Satoru nudges him with his elbow, grinning. “Lookey—I’ll show you. Bro to bro.”

    ...

    Or: Geto Suguru: model student, reliable friend, totally straight frat bro.

    Also Geto Suguru: gay slut on the internet, bouncing on dildos for yen.

    Keeping the first separate from the second was supposed to be easy… until Satoru Gojo decided “bonding activity” meant watching his favorite camboy together.

    Too bad Satoru’s favorite camboy is Suguru himself—and he doesn’t even know.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    At 17 (and almost 7 months!) Wei Ying thought he knew the direction his life would take but, as it turns out, life has a way of being totally unpredictable. The 2 minute timer on his phone goes off.

    He grabs the test.

    He sees those two red lines.

    He whispers ‘Fuck’

    ________
    Weeks after having sex with his classmate, Lan Zhan, Wei Ying finds himself in the family way. He has choices to make;

    /hopefully he'll make the right ones./

    Podfic of Choices/you can live with/ by Nyatci.

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    14 May 2026

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    Wei Wuxian was never meant to be chosen for the Crown’s Selection.

    A marginalised omega raised far from court, kept hidden by a foster mother who barely tolerated his presence, he arrives at the Cloud Recesses with no title, no fortune, and no allies, surrounded by elites bred for power, all competing to win the hand of the Crown Prince. For them, the Selection is a path to glory. For him, it’s a gilded trap, one he must survive long enough to protect the only person who’s ever truly cared for him: his sister, forced into the competition by the same family that cast him out.

    But survival isn’t enough, not when every dance is a negotiation, every smile a political move, and each candidate a threat. As old clans weave new alliances and whisper war behind closed doors, even the most perfect omega, the proudest alpha, and the most beloved commoner must fight to claim their place.

    Wei Wuxian never planned to win.

    But sometimes, it’s the unexpected pieces on the board that change the game entirely.

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    12 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 93

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    WangXian “Pretty Woman” AU, except Lan Wangji only hires Wei Wuxian because he looks cold/hungry and Lan Xichen told him to find a date to impress their business partners, and Wei Wuxian hasn’t actually had a single customer because it’s his first night on the street and Lan Zhan was the first one to stop his car.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Wei Wuxian is ten years old when he is informed that he is to marry the second son of Sect Leader Lan.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Inmate 1031, step into your cell.”

    He could barely sweep a look across the tiny space before the door is slammed shut and locked behind him.

    This is where he will be spending the next 7 years of his life while his younger brother becomes a lawyer.

    Even as he takes in the hateful looks of his cellmates, he tells himself it’s worth it. 7 years in prison against his brother’s entire happiness, it’s obvious which one is better.

     

    But…

     

    If only he didn’t kill Mo Xuanyu.

    If only Mo Xuanyu wasn’t Lan Wangji’s lover.

    If only he hadn’t gotten drunk that night.

    Then he wouldn’t have to make this choice in the first place.

    Or a Wangxian Secret (2013) AU.

    Please note that this fanfic is not actually completed. It was abandoned in 2023 and is currently being rewritten as a new work titled “Rubber Band Man”, which you can read here!

    If you never read this story before I would recommend reading the new version instead.

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    16 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Mo Xuyanu had one task in hand - to seduce Lan Wangji, become his lover, and thus, establish an alliance between Jins and the Lans. In return, he would get the most sought after villa by the sea and a lump sum in his bank account, which would secure his future forever; as a bonus, he could also secure his position beside the most powerful crime boss, Lan Wangji.
    Lan Wangji was hot, and he was a beauty; it would be an easy job for him.
    Or so he thought...
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    Before you proceed read the tags.

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    09 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 63

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    Lan Wangji had seen how he can really take cock. How the BunnyLaozu can take cock. How he took them down to the base and drooled like a dumb slut around them, not caring about choking or making a mess. Yet for him, for a real cock, Wei Wuxian was acting all shy now?

    That would not do at all. If anything, Lan Wangji was offended by it.

    “I thought you knew what you were doing.” Lan Wangji shoved Wei Wuxian’s head down the rest of his cock until his nose was buried in the coarse hair at the navel. A muffled shriek left Wei Wuxian’s filled mouth, eyes blown wide and silver becoming glossy under tears quickly escaping. “But you suck like a cheap whore.”

     

    ✉︎
    or, lan wangji is finally getting the cookie he was starved of

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    10 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 85

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    Total submission means remaining ignorant of the cruelty inflicted upon him as an omega raised by traditionalist parents.

    It's when Sakusa moves in with his new roommate that his eyes are opened to the true nature of the abusive relationship with his mate.

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    Chapters:
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    02 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 96

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    “You’re so cool though!” Ryusei trots after him when Sae deemed this conversation to be over. “You’re always so pretty and thorough! You’d make the perfect mate! My mate, yeah?”

    “Ryusei, we’ve been through this already,” Sae tells him and takes out the broom from the closet. “You’re a beta. And too young to be marrying anybody.”

    “So if I’m older, you will give me a chance?” he asks so full of hope the instant No Sae was about to shoot out dies on the tip of his tongue.

    “Sure, why not,” Sae finally replies to make Ryusei stop asking once and for all. The kid will come around to understand eventually, will come to realize that a partner of his own secondary gender is much more desirable than a supposedly good-looking maid who works for his parents. “If you excuse me,” he says as he leaves a gaping Ryusei standing in the hallway.

    Oh, Sae had absolutely no clue what he had promised there.

    or: sae promised a thirteen-year-old ryusei he'd give him a chance once he's grown up. five years later, a determined alpha returns to him with the intention to make sae his wife.

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    24 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 80

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    If the Devil gave you a wish, what would you wish for? For Akaashi it's easy, he'd ask him to stay forever.

     

    OR: Bokuto is the Devil who offers a wish in exchange for sex. Akaashi then makes Bokuto his pet and they have loads of sex and accidentally fall in love.

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    11 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Binktop – the way your beautiful legs gripped to that pole, perfectly following my instructions – it was enough to make even me, a man, pregnant! Such eros!” he'd been sure Yuuri would exclaim, as soon as their lips parted. 

    But now with the receipt of this email, Viktor’s daydreams transformed: his practically ancient skeleton, pushed to the limit of endurance, would be forced to lie flat on an exercise mat in a puddle of his own sweat. Viktor's old, weary knees would creak with even the slightest movement to raise himself. 

    In other words, he would look like the very opposite of eros. 

    And to add insult to injury, he wouldn’t even be able to look somewhat attractive for his sexier-than-humanly-possible coach!

    When a fellow instructor at Yuuri’s pole-dancing studio approaches him about teaching private lessons, Viktor offers to take up the “trial student” identity of Binktop Dogski-Niliforv, in order to help him gain confidence around the idea. What starts off as a fun activity to spend time together, however, exposes insecurities Viktor must work to combat (and trust Yuuri with).

    A/N: Advise reading after Chapter 6 of the main fic

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    Chapters:
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    01 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 86

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    After retiring from his career as a volleyball player, Sakusa Kiyoomi decided that it was finally time to start his transition to male. After his surgery left him with scars across his chest though, he sought an artist to cover them up. Miya Atsumu was a loud mouth and brash tattoo artist, but he didn't blink twice at the scars. He worked with Sakusa to create a piece of work that would cover both scars and leave Sakusa feeling every bit the man he was.
    Dating with a kid had been hard for Atsumu, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to try it with Sakusa.

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    Sakusa couldn’t explain the strange twinge that simple sentence caused in his chest. Maybe it was just the fact that he’d spent so long trying to prove he was a man despite all the obstacles. Then this random guy with a lack of education on the subject, who can occasionally ask rude questions on accident and who speaks pretty bluntly about everything just comes in and treats him like a man. Calls him a man. Doesn’t mess up his pronouns. Encourages him to speak about his body the way that feels most comfortable.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    The blindfold didn’t hide anything– Daichi knew he was looking at Sugawara Koushi. His creamy pale skin, his smooth legs and long arms, the features that kept him up some nights to this day and haunted his darkest most shameful fantasies. The mole situated near his right cheek gave it away for sure, but he had been in the Karasuno changing room with his vice captain enough times to recognize the other ones that decorated his topless form like a constellation. Notably, one under his left collarbone, one dangerously close to his pelvis, and one lewdly placed near his right nipple. His mouth was open, shining with slick and spit and his tongue lolling out as if he were hungry for more.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    “So, are we still doing the thing?” Matthew asks, full of excitement.

    “What thing would you be referring to?” Hanbin asks. It's obvious to Matthew that he’s pretending not to know on purpose.

    Matthew’s lips press into a thin line, then he takes a deep breath. “Way to ruin my momentum.”

    “Sorry,” Hanbin says, laughing at the expression on Matthew’s face. “Please continue.”

    Fighting back the sulky Matthew that threatens to appear, Matthew finds his energy once again clapping his hands together and startling everyone.

    “It’s November first, this means the competition is back on, right?”

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    08 Dec 2025

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    Stoped on chapter 3 -week2

  19. Public Bookmark 15

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    Well, Xie Lian certainly feels fine. His spiritual energy reserves remain untouched. His physical form, as healthy as ever. And his mind, unfettered and free of worldly disturbances.

    There was only one slight… nuisance.

    He couldn’t seem to stop speaking today.

     

    Xie Lian gets afflicted with a particularly troublesome truth-telling curse from a malicious spirit. Hua Cheng deals with it.

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    07 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    "Soft lips left a trail of kisses across the young woman’s naked back, following the path of her spine that curved slightly with every warm grace until reaching her plump buttocks and leaving kisses to each one of them. To say she was obsessed with her queen's body was an understatement to Rook, who apparently couldn't understand the concept of subtlety even in the most lewd of times."

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    No plot/plotless yuri VilRook because why not. They just love each other so very much.

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    27 Nov 2025

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