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Aiah reunites with her childhood best friend, PPop idol Jhoanna Robles. And somehow, she’s let in. She becomes a quiet constant in a life that no longer has space for anything still.
It’s enough. Until it isn’t.
Because somewhere between backstage passes, spontaneous trips, and borrowed closeness, Aiah makes the mistake of loving her. And for a fleeting second, it almost feels returned.
Almost.
But reality doesn’t bend for almosts. Not for girls like her. Not for lives like Jhoanna’s.
So Aiah learns to loosen her grip without making a sound. To take smaller steps backward each time they meet. To smile like she’s not already being left behind.
And in the end, all she’s allowed to keep are the versions of Jhoanna that existed only when no one else was looking.
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Pwede Bang Mamaya? (A MikhAiah One-Shot) by justfeelreal
Fandoms: BINI (Philippines Band)
12 Feb 2026
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Introvert gamer Mikha has always loved her Ate Aiah in silence.
Every page of her diary bleeds with words she never said.
And now she’s running out of time because the flight to Spain boards tomorrow.
Ahh, maybe this is her love: raw, unfinished, devastating. A love that lived inside seconds stolen from the ordinary, a love that had to make eternity out of minutes. A love that ended before it ever began, leaving her with nothing but memory, and the unbearable knowledge that the girl she would have loved with her whole heart was already slipping out of reach.
(Inspired by Pwede Bang Mamaya? by Angela Ken)
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- Part 2 of Bloomsville
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Lately, Aiah notices the shift. Mikha, her childhood friend, the girl she grew up under the same streetlight glow of Bloomsville, has been reaching out more. Little messages. Gentle check-ins. It isn't how things used to be.
Yes, they share the same circle of friends, but their worlds have always been different.
Maybe this is why Aiah jogs longer now. Because she is still trying to make sense of it, the quiet persistence of Mikha's presence, the way it presses against the edges of her carefully ordered life.
How do you turn away from someone whose sweetness is never contrived, whose care is too genuine to dismiss? Aiah can steel herself against strangers, but not against Mikha... not against the girl who has been her playmate, her silent witness through every stage of life. To hurt Mikha is to hurt herself, to stain the innocence of a bond that has endured for decades.
So Aiah tells herself she will protect their friendship, even if it means denying something more. But the hardest truths have a way of slipping through, and love, once it begins, changes everything.
(This one-shot was inspired by the beautiful Bisaya song Naa Nasad Ta Ani)
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- Part 1 of Bloomsville
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Losing that rare, sacred kind of friendship with a bond that goes deeper than sisterhood is a tragedy like no other. For Sheena, this isn't just pain--it's a haunting reality she never saw coming. Sure, she has weathered the storms of broken relationships before, but nothing compares to the searing agony of losing Gwen, her best friend, who is now half a world away, just cold and so unreachable
How did it come to this, when people had always praised their unbreakable bond since their youth?
Hambebe never lulubog...The great wall of Sheena... Gwen's assurance in every way.
However, Gwen never showed any signs of being in love with her or did anything that hinted at more than friendship or sisterhood. Or had Sheena been blind all along, too oblivious to the subtle signals?
She isn't even sure if she is ready to cross the line of friendship with Gwen, terrified of losing her completely.
Now, with Gwen gone, Sheena can almost hear the final snap of their friendship, a rope fraying in the silence. The void left behind is unbearable, a piece of her soul torn away, and she's left questioning if she ever really knew Gwen at all.
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and if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake? by 216narcissus (tomatotomahtopotato)
Fandoms: BINI (Philippines Band)
18 May 2026
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“Why do you look like you know me?”
A Mikhaiah Time Travel AU.
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