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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    “You’re not a home wrecker, because we won’t get caught.”
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    They’ve built their lives around control—onstage, in their marriages, in faith. But after fifteen years, Josh and Tyler are running out of ways to deny what’s always been there. And once they give in, there’s no taking it back.

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    02 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Tyler Joseph just wants to survive one more summer as a lifeguard without losing his mind—or his clipboard. But then Josh Dun shows up with a neon surfboard, no respect for red flags, and a smile that could drown him faster than any riptide.

    It’s going to be a long summer.

    Or maybe just the sweetest one yet.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    Josh decided that he loved everything about this band. Well, no, that wasn’t quite true. He loved everything about it, except that he wasn’t part of it.

    In which Josh goes to see twenty one pilots for the first time, and finds that he can't seem to tear his eyes away from the lead singer.

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    06 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Stockholm Syndrome

    /ˈstäkˌhō(l)m,ˈstäkōm ˈsinˌdrōm/

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    feelings of trust or affection felt in many cases of kidnapping or hostage-taking by a victim toward a captor

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    06 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Tyler looks up at him then, it’s cold out here, but their proximity to the fire has sweat dripping down Josh’s face. His beanie is off, and his curls are now so long they’re curling above his eyes. Years ago, if Josh’s hair was this length, Tyler would've done something like brush it out of his face. Even with the mix of emotions he’s feeling right now, he fights the urge.

    “I’m not sorry for what I did to get you here. I mean– okay, I am sorry for that, because I know it hurt you, or it’s hurting you right now. But it was necessary. But what I am sorry for is not protecting you like I should've.”

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    31 May 2024