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even though i know someday you're gonna shine on your own (i will be your protector) by panya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
08 Jun 2024
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“I’m just saying, you better not corrupt our future Fox-Claremont-Diaz kids into partaking in your treason.” Alex bellows from the other side of the kitchen, the humorous lilt to his voice noticeable. Henry, previously in the middle of describing to Alex what exactly a well-rounded breakfast is (For him, baked beans on toast, for Alex, a handful of Sour Patch Kids and 3 espresso shots), physically feels his thought process come screeching to a halt as he stutters out, “-Fox-Claremont-Diaz?”
Alex tilts his head to the side, shooting Henry an affronted look while saying, “What? You want to add the ‘-Fox’ to the end? I’m down for anything, baby, and besides, they’ll be American through and through and I won’t have your Grandma trying to turn them any more British than they’ll already have to be, and that won’t start with fucking beans on toast,” Alex rambles on, flicking Sour Patch dust all over the kitchen floor.
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Or, snapshots of Alex and Henry becoming the girl dads they were always supposed to be.
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“I could tell you about one of my other dreams? The one I woke up from this morning was rather remarkable.” Henry says, a little more confident this time.
“Oh? Tell me, baby.” Alex breathes out, feeling his dick harden just at the mention of Henry sharing his thoughts about him.
He swears he hears Henry audibly shiver at the mention of the pet name and he lets out a shuddering breath. God, it sounds like he’s barely holding on and they haven’t even started yet.
They’ve done this before. The back and forth over the phone, trading masturbatory fantasies disguised as hushed whispers, praying one of their family members doesn’t knock on the door. Sometimes they FaceTime, if Henry is feeling particularly adventurous, but Alex will take whatever part of Henry he can get.
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Alex is stuck in the White House — Henry helps him pass the time over the phone.
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‘til the stars fall from the sky (baby, i’m yours) by panya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
24 Feb 2024
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“Here we are. Now, what are you actually wearing? Now that you’ve gotten my heart hard you can return the favour to my dick, please and thank you.”
Henry let’s out a chortle, a laugh mixed with a snort that should be unattractive but is the most beautiful sound Alex has heard all fucking day.
“Hmm, just my pyjamas.”
“Oh? Not your ‘candy cane jimjams’?” Alex shuffles his shoulders when he says the phrase, and mimics Henry’s received pronunciation.
“No, you oaf — it’s May. They have little penguins on them, if you must know.”
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Alex and Henry reconnect over the phone whilst Henry is away in London.
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know i shouldn’t need it (but i want affection) by panya
Fandom Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
24 Feb 2024
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But Frank was the one who had taken her under his wing that first day, watched out for her, listened to her, learned from her. He was kind, in a way that didn’t feel like he was pitying her or babying her. Frank respected her as a doctor, as a person, and Mel now wanted to know how he’d treat her as a woman.
Bookmarked by panya
01 Jun 2026
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The glasses softened him—they brought out a boyish eagerness to the slant of his nose, straightened his strong brow, dulled the cut of his cheekbones. He transformed into someone nice, who arrived at the lecture hall five minutes early to secure his preferred, front and center seat. A patron who always turned in his borrowed library books on time; left a detailed Yelp! review when he tried a new restaurant he enjoyed. The person who fumbled his way through a drive-thru order, even if he spent the minutes his car inched forward in line reciting his preference aloud, fearing he would mess up; went out of his way to crunch the crisp fall leaves under his boots during Tuesday afternoon walks over to the farmer's market; who clasped his lover’s hand tight whenever he held it, fearing the other would evaporate if he ever let go. A doctor, who thought he had all of his emotions under control, until he didn’t.
Frank looked exactly like her.
Bookmarked by panya
29 May 2026
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The road to hell is paved with good intentions, sure, but that doesn’t necessarily imply that the road to heaven isn’t unlocked by bad decisions.
Frank wants what he wants, and what he wants is Mel. It just takes a bit of help to get there.
There was very little going on his brain at all that wasn’t related to the way her cunt pulled him in, warm and tight and glorious, or the hitching of her breath, or the way she slumped forward, nestling her face into his neck, or the pressure of her bare ass against his thighs. Nothing wrong could possibly feel so good; ergo, this was not wrong. This was what they were made for.
Bookmarked by panya
29 May 2026
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After his long first day back in the ED, Langdon matches a karaoke performance with a secret performance of his own.
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- Part 1 of Emergency
Bookmarked by panya
28 May 2026
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“I don’t know.” Mel frowned. “Sometimes it feels like there’s a Frank and there’s a Langdon and they are somehow two different people. I know it doesn’t make much sense.” She sighed.
“Just talk to him. I'm sure he'll enjoy being a bit more…smug…if you ask him to.” Samira said, sincerely.
“She's right.” Trinity shrugged. “You're basically Willy Wonka giving him the golden ticket.” She added.
(Or, Mel King wants her boyfriend to be a little less Frank and a bit more Langdon in bed)
Bookmarked by panya
25 May 2026