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    Phainon's breath catches at being given permission to touch Mydei. He feels his worries and anxiety melt away, leaving behind only his eagerness to please Mydei and his enthusiasm for finally laying down with his beloved, with his soulmate. Mydei wants him and that's all that matters.

    Phainon wishes for a perfect first time.
    Mydei wants him to stop holding back.

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    29 May 2026

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    “No, no.” Cipher is saying as she follows his gaze, dread in her tone. “Please don’t tell me that guy’s your type.”

    He dyed his hair back to white. Mydei finds himself thinking, as Phainon throws his head back, laughing, and his bangs fall into his eyes.

    “Worse.” He says glumly. “That’s my ex boyfriend.”

    Cipher’s reaction is just a tad over the top. She chokes on her drink, spluttering unflatteringly as she stares at Mydei like he’s grown a second head. “And when were you going to tell me, your dearest friend Cifera…” She starts slowly.

    “...that your ex is Phainon fucking Khaslana?”

    Mydei is supposed to be here to celebrate. After so much hard work he and his band—Titans of Calamity, had finally signed a recording contract.
    The last person he wanted to run into was him. Popular, handsome, up-and-coming model Phainon, who had become unrecognizable from the boy he loved in high school.
    Mydei never got over their disastrous breakup, and right now, he just wants to forget.
    But Phainon won’t make it easy for him.

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    28 May 2026

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    Phainon couldn't help but feel a bit attracted to Mydei from the very first meeting they had; he only wished he had been more honest with him from the very first moment.

    Not that it matters, Mydei only wants that man wearing glasses to follow him everywhere just as bad as Phainon wants to follow him.

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    01 May 2026

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    He clears his throat. “Mydeimos, I realize we've gotten off on the wrong foot. That is, you think I'm a perverted stalker who followed you home, stole your pan-laundry, and also somehow accused you of stealing said pan-laundry. So what do you say we start over?” He rustles the bouquet in his hand, dried leaves falling onto the floor. Great.

    Mydei’s eyes trail downwards. “You're cleaning that up.”

    “Right. No problem…” Phainon says dejectedly.

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    Phainon steals his neighbor's panties. Somehow that isn't the most embarrassing thing he's done all week.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    At eighteen, Mydei cut contact with his father and moved to Okhema with a group of friends to follow his foolish dreams.

    At twenty, he finds himself at a red carpet afterparty, exchanging glances with a guy twice his age.

    One drink too many leads him to a confusing morning and to an offer he won't be able to refuse.

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    22 Apr 2026