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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya's new rookie has a crush. Shane won't accept that it's on both of them.

    The five times Ilya tries to convince Shane that Luca is into them both and the time Shane finally believes him.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    We Dem Boyz
    Vaughny added J.J, and unknown number.

    Vaughny: Fellas, I just spoke with the rookie in Ottawa, Boodram, and we realized there is no safe space in the league for minorities for us. I would make a big group chat, but I think the four of us is good enough.
    J.J: Ahhh, shit. Sounds good to me. Welcome to hell – I mean welcome to MHL Boodram!
    Vaughny: No, you were right J.J. Welcome to hell.
    Boodram: 😂😂. Thanks guys. I appreciate it.
    Shane: Yes welcome!
    Shane: Also, what does the name of the chat mean?
    J.J: Ahhh Captaine….

    Or Carter Vaughn creates a group chat with Shane, J.J and Zane and they become each other's support system.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    @shanehollander24_hockey✅
    It's true.

    ➤ @shaneybaby
    SIR WHAT IS TRUE????

    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    I'm engaged.
    @shaneybaby
    TO WHOM??
    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    t's for you all to figure out.

    OR

    @svetlana_v_✅

    ilya domestic ERA

    ➤ @ilyaaaaax81✅

    🤫

    @mlh_puckrabbit

    SIR CARE TO ELABORATE?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

    @iloverozzyyy

    WHAT?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

     

    exactly what the title says, followed by pure calculated chaos

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    He doesn’t notice Shane’s hand on his throat until he squeezes. He sucks in a short breath on instinct, reaching up to grab at Shane’s hair for purchase, like he’ll fall off the earth without it. “You stayed there the whole time,” Shane murmurs into the place where Ilya’s neck meets shoulder. “Stayed and watched. My sweet guard dog.” Ilya whines.

    Shane's favorite form of self care is Ilya.

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Something churns across Luca’s expression. It’s schooled away a moment later; Luca stares a little blankly at them for a brief moment before he shifts, getting off Shane’s lap, stepping back. “I need to go,” he says. He fishes visibly for an excuse. He settles on: “I’m not feeling well.”

    Ilya opens his mouth, and then closes it. “You’re not feeling well?”

    “Headache,” Luca says. He steps back again. “I’m sorry.”

    “Luca,” Shane tries.

     

    or: mix tuna melt and ‘will you come with me to the cottage’ in a bowl and make it hollanovaas

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.

    In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “No need to be scared, malysh,” Ilya whispers. “Everyone is excited to see you.”

    Shane shakes his head and tries to protest over what’s happening, but the duct tape over his mouth keeps him quiet. He hears Hayden quietly swear from where he’s sitting in the loveseat next to JJ. Ilya shushes Shane.

    “Tonight is going to happen,” he says, his tone a little sharper. “I own you, remember? So I can make you do whatever I want. And tonight, I want to see all of your friends fuck your mouth and your ass. You are going to be good and take what you are given. Yes?”

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    31 May 2026

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    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    30 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 43

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    Year one: season 2021-2022.

    Hello.

    I’m Luca Haas. Ottawa Centaurs right winger, Swiss, twenty-two years old, and currently dealing with what I would describe as an unfortunate amount of personal situations.

    First of all, Shane Hollander joined the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Second of all, Shane Hollander married my captain Ilya Rozanov over the summer.

    Bummer.

    Third of all, my apartment caught fire.

    Actually that one probably should have been first.

    Anyway.

    The newlyweds offered me a place to stay with them while everything gets sorted out. I felt obliged to agree since my captains offered and the alternative was staying in a hotel forever.

    So this is a literary documentation of how I somehow became a temporary roommate in the Hollander-Rozanov household.

    Very temporary.

    I think.

    I also started this journal because Ilya said it might help with homesickness and processing things.

    Currently processing: my apartment burning down, hockey, annoying newlyweds, increasingly concerning emotions about my captains, and whatever the fuck is happening to my life.

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    30 May 2026

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    Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.

    He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.

    Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.

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    27 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    With one call from the Ottowa Centaurs, Alpha Ilya Rozanov is rescued from his father’s iron grip; finally, he can leave Russia, play in the NHL, and most importantly of all-

    Meet Shane Hollander.

    When the time finally comes, Ilya is ready for the meet-cute he’s been dreaming of since he first saw Shane, on center ice, beautiful and clever and good.

    He doesn’t get it.

    Instead, he gets Shane Hollander, clinging desperately to Ilya’s neck- the omega, terrified from years of abuse, stakes a claim on the first safe alpha he finds.

    Holding Shane is easy. Healing him won’t be.

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    27 May 2026

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    "Is it true? Hollander is on rut waivers?"
    "Mr Rozanov. Sit down."
    "Make an offer. Offer – offer me."

    When Shane is cast out of the Metros due to a mystery hormone issue affecting his game, Ilya makes an offer to save his career: become a Boston Raider, and Ilya Rozanov's mate.

    It would be easier if they hadn't already been sleeping together for years.

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    27 May 2026

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    Love this

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    “Papa, what’s your job?”

    Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.

    “My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”

    “That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”

    In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.

    After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.

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    27 May 2026

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    ‘Hello, my name is Shane. Can you see this?’

    ‘What is this?’

    ‘I think we are connected. Everything on your skin appears on mine.’

     

    ***

     

    For as long as Shane can remember, he skin has been littered with marks he is sure he didn't create. Cuts, bruises, and pen stains that he has no memory of. Yuna is the one to investigate the rare phenomenon of soulmates- people linked together with their skin. Everything that happens to one person marks the other.

    Follow Shane and Ilya as they meet in an unconventional way as children and learn and grow together.

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    26 May 2026

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    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.
    He lives with the Hollanders for the next three years, until he suddenly goes back to Russia.
    They meet again in 2008.
    Things have changed.

    OR
    Childhood Hollanov AU with a lot of focus on them growing up together and then them finding their way back to each other.

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    18 May 2026

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

    *This fic is a standalone, and you don't need to read the other fics in this series

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    18 May 2026

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    Luca Haas has never wanted anyone. Sebastian Rambeau has wanted Luca since he was seventeen. An All-Star Weekend drinking game cracks Luca open in front of a dozen players, and the loudest mouth in the league follows him onto a dark balcony and turns out to be someone else entirely. Twelve days later, Ottawa plays New York. They collide on the boards and kiss in a hallway and learn that wanting someone you compete against is its own kind of sport.

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    17 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 28

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    Today Shane Hollander turns 17. Shane knows that this means getting “a talk” from his parents that he has been dreading. He can’t hold it against Rin as she is literally the physical manifestation of his own soul; Why blame his best friend in the whole world when he can blame himself directly as he does every time he lets himself have enough down time to actually think? He knows that it doesn’t impact his game --he is the top prospect in the whole country for fuck’s sake-- but the hockey world will not see it that way.

    or

    The story of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fighting for love in a world where humans have animal soul-daemons and the league is entangled in a sinister plot. Romance, hockey, fluff, smut, with a sprinkling of metaphysical mystery and corporate espionage.

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    16 May 2026

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    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

    ----

    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

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    16 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane says no in the middle of sex, and then gets confused about why Ilya has stopped.

    OR Hollanov engage in some impromptu CNC. Shane gets exactly what he wants.

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    16 May 2026

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