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"So what is this about?! You like him?! Oh Kim Hongjoong, my sweet, sweet captain. Who would have thought that you of all people would lean a bit towards the rainbow with all the gay panic you constantly have whenever I try to give you a little kiss.”
“I don’t!”, Hongjoong immediately snapped. “It’s just… like… Seonghwa is just…”
“Yeah? Hot? The man of your dreams? Drop-dead georgous?”, Wooyoung teased.
“No! He is just…Just…”,
“Just?!”, Wooyoung pushed.
“Like...a mermaid!” "
Never in his life, never in all this time Hongjoong saw Wooyoung speechless.***
Or: The one in which Hongjoong realizes that he might not be completely straight after all since he is super jealous because of Seonghwa all the time and is perhaps a little tiny bit in love with him. Luckily, Wooyoung is there for him. In more than one way. We love a helpful friend (and hand). -
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Seonghwa and Hongjoong never were good at talking to each other and broke up when they moved to different dorms. Some time later, when Seonghwa is struggling with his lines in "Work", he begins to question his role in the group. When Hongjoong visits him in his doem they are still not good at communicating, so they fuck about it.
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Wandee has 3 rules in his life. And after his "fake breakup" from his "fake relationship" he realizes that he regrets not breaking the last of them.
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26 May 2024
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Some mornings tasted like cooling wind in the middle of the hot season. They were calming and a blessing for a troubled time, where heat is making you furious without reason. Some mornings were just like that. Different. Better. Superior. Mornings like the one today and when Mix opened his eyes, he understood why.There he was. All sleepy and breathing softly, dreaming and seeming as if nothing had happened yesterday.
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Earth and Mix get back together after their divorce era and spend the morning together. Tears of joy are included. -
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Phupha knew that a long-distance-relationship would be hard, but he wished someone would have told him how much it actually would cost for his sanity. And now he has to deal with whatever this is. With lousy five minutes of Tian’s voice telling him that he loves him and misses him and blue balls whenever Tian is about to say something that’s over PG 13
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Or: Tian and Phupha do their best to spice up their long-distance relationship a little while Tian is in the USA. Inappropriate use of the internet is involved.
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Neither of them were supposed to still be here. Flights got canceled for the two leaders. The hotel room is freezing. Chan offers body heat. Hongjoong agrees too fast. Plus, it helps that there was only one bed... and the two have had massive crushes on each other since forever.
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16 May 2026
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“I wish I could love you back,” Wooyoung breathes out, his voice low. Hongjoong blinks when he drops cigarette ash on his leg but he leaves it be. Wooyoung is speaking, that’s more important than cleaning himself up. “You would be so easy to love, hyung.”
Hongjoong lets out a weak chuckle. “Yeah,” he breathes out. “I know I would be."
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06 Jan 2026
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“I just don’t want him to be on a date,” Mingi blurts out.
“Because you want him to be hanging out with you?” Wooyoung asks.
“Because I want him to be dating me!”
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03 Dec 2025
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One text message from Kim Hongjoong is all it takes for Chan to be reminded of a night many months ago, a night that had stuck in his memory since. He wasn't embarrassed about what happened that night, of course, but it did bring a blush to his face as he remembered the events that had unfolded. So when an opportunity arises to return to the so-called scene of the crime, Chan can't help but wonder what he'll find waiting for him there.
Written for Bottom Hongjoong Week Day 2 - Dirty Little Secrets
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18 Nov 2025
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“Can I meet you somewhere afterward?”
Chan grazes his knuckles over Seonghwa’s cheeks. “Another hotel?”
“Or one of our dorms?” Chan freezes, staring down at him. “I'm tired of hiding it, Chan-ah.”
“You want to tell them?” Chan asks softly. Seonghwa shrugs.
“The longer we wait, the more hurt and upset they'll be.” He pushes up onto his elbow. “I don't– I don't foresee this ending any time soon, so our friends deserve to know.”
Chan cups his cheek, a wide smile on his face. “My beautiful star.” He surges up to kiss him, wrapping his arms around Seonghwa. “You don't foresee this ending?”
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A vignette into the secret relationship between a leader and a member of another group.
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15 Oct 2025