Lost_Embrace



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    And now, as Shane flew down the ice, carrying the puck back and forth with his stick, he found himself enjoying his own breathlessness. He felt his stomach jolt and his hands grow clammy with the excitement of the breakaway. The rink seemed to fade away as he got closer and closer to Toronto’s goalie. He did not see the crowd start to stand, sensing the impending goal. He did not see Montreal’s bench lean further over the boards, praying for the win that would clinch their spot in the cup finals and already imagining the glory of securing another title.

    He did not see Todd Masterson.

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    After Shane Hollander dies during the playoffs, Ilya Rozanov drives to Montreal looking for the pieces of him that are still left behind.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    My poor heart 💔
    But my eyes thank this 🥲

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    The times Hollanov either went viral over shit that the internet went crazy over — or they were busy being batshit insane

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    19 May 2026

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    Art 🎨

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    So this is how it ends. Nearly a decade of sneaking around, of never having enough time, and Ilya has only had two short years of being married to the love of his life. He feels sick to his stomach with the knowledge that it's well and truly over. Of all of the things that it could have possibly been that torn them apart - the weight of the hockey world, the weight of their rivalry, the weight of the closet, the weight of the Russia of it all - Ilya never expected it to be this.

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    18 May 2026

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    Crack fic, worm Ilya 🪱

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    “Look it’s not that hard, just go be cool for a few hours and if you get stuck just ask yourself: WWHD–-what would Henry do?”

    They used to swap places all the time as kids. At school, at the playground, at practice. For fun. It had been easy then—like a quick changing of jerseys between periods. That was before the invisible fork in the road that had inexplicably parted them in their teens. It's been over a decade since they’ve done this bit. And Shane doesn’t want to do it. Not because he can’t do it but because he is so, so tired of playing clean-up crew for Henry’s fuckups.

    Shane hesitates, jaw tightening. Then he slowly exhales through his nose.
    “Do you. Still have. The clip-ons.” Shane grits out.

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    Or: Shane is a good brother and fills in for his identical twin, Henry, during a photoshoot. Enter: Ilya Rozanov. One case of mistaken identity leads to disastrous outcomes.

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    18 May 2026

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    WIP, currently on chapter 7/?

    An au I didn't know I needed, but now I suffer for more

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Prince Shane Hollander and Prince Ilya Rozanov are both competing for the hand of the same queen. Through months of ongoing courtship festivities including duels, dances, and dinners, the two rival princes find themselves growing more interested in one another than the woman they're supposed to be vying for.

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    17 May 2026

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    WIP currently on Chapter 1 Medieval AU

    Woe is me to be a prince fighting for a princess and pining after a prince