muuharain
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If satisfaction depended on how I saw myself, I would be bruised and sore. I am that satisfied with myself.
Laverne shut her diary and sighed. Tomorrow is going to be a rollercoaster of feelings. As long as there is enough daylight, everything should be fine.
Maybe it would have been better if Mom and Dad had never had Laverne.
Or; the story of a girl whose worst nightmares are the scales, her parents, and her mind. The red lines are growing day by day on a body that only a madman could love. At least that's what Laverne believes.
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Jos kylläisyys olisi kiinni siitä, miten itseni näen, olisin ruhjeilla ja mustelmilla. Niin kylläinen itseeni olen.
Laverne sulki päiväkirjansa ja huokaisi. Huominen päivä tulisi olemaan varsinainen tunteiden vuoristorata. Niin kauan kuin päivänvaloa riittää, asiat ovat hyvin.
Ehkä olisi ollut parempi jos äiti ja isä eivät olisi ikinä saaneet Lavernea.
Tai; tarina tytöstä jonka pahimpia painajaisia ovat vaa'at, vanhemmat ja mieli. Punaiset viivat lisääntyvät päivä päivältä kehossa, jota vain hullu voisi rakastaa. Ainakin näin Laverne uskoo.
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After working so hard to heal, Yoongi is slipping back into a dark place. Everything feels difficult, but the members are all supportive, especially Namjoon. But with so much painful history between them, Yoongi isn't sure what Namjoon really means and what he's doing out of obligation. Can they hold each other accountable for the past and build a happier future, or have neither of them really changed?
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21 Jun 2026
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Yoongi is just a street whore without anything going for him when he decides to take in runaway Jungkook. All he wants is to take care of the people he loves--no matter what it does to him.
Jin and Namjoon are barely scraping by, and it seems like Namjoon might not make it through without something to live for--Jin wants to help him find that something, or maybe to become it.
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20 Jun 2026
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Seungmin's mind won't shut up. The demons tell him he lacks too many things and deserves pain because of it.
He has an alternative. One that he has to hide from the others. He can't let them know he's hurting inside.
Ink stains and soapy water try to mend a messy mind.
(alternatively, Seungmin's intrusive thoughts lead him to contemplate harming himself. He uses a blunt pen to draw on himself instead of giving in to the urges.)
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- Part 1 of venti lattes with a sprinkle of skz
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14 Feb 2026
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Minho only wanted to calm down and go back to sleep. But when a restless night leads him to the kitchen, the last thing he expects is the bathroom light left on, and a locked door that won’t open. What waits for him on the other side will turn his night, and the days to come, into something far worse than just lost sleep.
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Or: How Minho came terrifyingly close to losing Jisung forever, but was there in the last desperate second before his life slipped away and how he stayed by his side through everything that came after.
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21 Mar 2026
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Seungmin is just really tired. That's okay, because he's been tired before. But also, he's sleeping a lot, and it's not really helping. He also doesn't feel great about the comeback. He also just kind of feels like a bit of a hinderance to everyone, and also like maybe he's sucking at everything just a little bit. Oh, and when was the last time he felt really happy, or excited for a performance? So maybe he's a bit off, but everyone gets into a funk sometimes, and it always gets better.
It gets worse.