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    The night air is chilly as Pomni slinks through the streets of the city, her heels tapping on the pavement beneath her as she goes. As much as she knew nobody would see her here, she couldn’t keep herself from worrying. She pulls her cardigan tightly around her, checking her phone’s direction app to make sure she’s headed the right way.

    Pomni had never been sure places she was looking for actually existed outside of the novels she’s read, but when she had heard word– after eavesdropping on the subway, of course– that there was a BDSM club in the city, she hastily hunted down the address.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Also known as: the sappiest, sweetest smut&plot Gangle/Zooble fanfic
    Comes with: Angst, Comfort, Porn with plot.

    Hozier levels of longing and horny

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    05 Jan 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Her eyes instinctively float back to his, and he looks like he’s about to be sick. His right hand, still slightly outstretched towards her, twitches violently, as if he’s still trying to reach her.

    ‘Knew you’d care,’ she jokes to herself. She doesn’t find it funny, though. Instead, it just fills her with grief.”

    xx

    Right as Pomni nearly abstracts, everyone is rescued, pulled from the game and recovered from an old, dilapidated warehouse. After fifteen years, the circus is no more.

    It’s funny, Jax thinks, the timing of it all. Two weeks prior, he had told Pomni he wouldn’t care if she abstracted; that’d he’d forget about her and move on. Now, he finds himself repetitively plagued by the image of her writhing on the floor, nearly consumed by black matter.

    They’re human again; carbon-based and sickeningly real in a world that kept turning without them. He can only thank God that, despite it all, Pomni chooses to navigate it with him.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    “Jax?” She murmurs, not wanting her voice to carry to neighboring rooms. “Your door’s open. You alright?”
    There’s no answer. Pomni’s mouth thins, and even as she knows he’d probably string her up by her hat for letting herself in, she gently pushes on the door. It swings inward with a creak that wouldn’t have been haunting had it not opened onto dead silent pitch blackness.
    Jax’s blown out pupils.
    Pomni shivers. The desire to flee rears its head in her guts again and her breaths become shaky in a way they haven’t since first landing in the Circus. If Jax has abstr—
    She hurriedly shakes the thought away. Besides, Jax is the furthest from insane or obsessed with finding an exit out of the whole cast. Just by virtue of his ability to play by the rules of the Circus, every one of them is more likely to lose their minds and fully abstract before he’d even be in danger of it (Plus, the room is dark and silent, no rampaging monster full of glowing eyes to be found).
    He’s definitely still not responding to her calling out to him, though. Something is still off.
    ["I'm fucked up and I don't need you." "You're fucked up and you do need me." ahh idiots: the fic]

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    08 Dec 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    She looks at herself in the mirror, her eyes fixed on her body. You’re gonna be good, you’re gonna be—

    “Gangle?” Zooble calls, making Gangle’s heart race. “You okay in there?”

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    Some (NSFW) Abstradgey blurbs, just trying to fill my heart as well as improve my writing. Mind the tags!

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Caine is desperate to make Zooble happy. As a last resort, he fulfills their request.

    Even though he is family friendly, his love for pleasing his guests overrides his own rules. He doesn't want to deal with the nitty gritty details, but his own creations can make it happen. As such, he presents Zooble an opportunity, where what they draw manifests overnight. With this new tool, they have five tries to get it right and find new comfort in themselves, and they aren't going to do it alone.

    (Occasional Illustrations)

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Pomni had a hatred for jumpscares; not only are they cheap scares, but they're also impossible not to get scared of. So when Caine's new adventure involved placing the circus inside a horror cabin in the woods excursion, she finds herself in a nightmare position. Worst of all, it was Jax's suggestion in the first place. Pomni dreaded whatever messed-up plan the bunny had come up with to land her in this situation.

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    06 Dec 2025

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  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    Pomni receives a once-in-a-lifetime chance to join her favorite indie band, something most people would consider a dream come true. A certain degree of drama is to be expected, and rest assured, there's tons of that to go around. But between the messy situationships and volatile rehearsal arguments, something bubbles under the surface that none of them are quite able to place. What exactly is the purpose of all these janky costumes, anyway?

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    05 Dec 2025

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  9. Public Bookmark 35

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    "Sweetheart, huh?" she rasps, her voice weak. 

    "Shut up. I just... I needed to get you out of there." 

    Set in a darker, grittier circus, where adventures can last months at a time and death means goodbye until the next one, Jax and Pomni are deep into a film-noir, espionage adventure. Alone, after Pomni's near fatal recon mission, they are faced with much more than a dilemma concerning what to do next...

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    05 Dec 2025

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    Three years after inexplicably escaping the digital circus, Christine (Pomni) struggles to feel alive again. After returning to urban exploring but finding no thrill in the activity, she finds another, more bold idea. Having long given up on finding her friends from the circus, she was absolutely floored to have found Felix (Jax) in the most unexpected of places. Christine constructs a plan to investigate what happened to them, desperate for closure, but the only person who might be able to help her is dead-set on denying their past.

    ~~~~~

    In which human Pomni runs into human Jax at a sex club, and as a former professional dom, he’s more than happy to show her the ropes. Eventually.

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    05 Dec 2025

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    The spicier side of thenumber1superspecialguy’s fic, “I wish I could talk to you”!

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    04 Dec 2025

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    A series of Abstragedy flash fiction, some NSFW. Please see the author's notes for a general definition of flash fiction!

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    You see, Zooble doesn't know that Gangle is a virgin. They didn’t ask (thank God) and Gangle would sooner march herself down to the cellar and endure voluntary abstraction before ever willingly volunteering that information. But what began as a tiny, teensy-weensy little lie of omission, padded with a show of nonchalance, has now blossomed into a very big problem.

    Because, as you now understand, Zooble has invited Gangle back to their room. And, as you will soon find out, for the express purpose of having sex.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    Pomni thinks that just trying to get through the slog of everyday "life" is the hardest part of being at the Circus. When Jax almost abstracts she makes a choice that ends up drawing his attention and with it a load of trouble.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    Jax wakes up one day, no longer in the circus, but in a hospital bed. He tried to put the Circus behind him, but he eventually missed being able to complain about Caine's adventures without people looking at him like he's crazy. He was shopping, a few months after he woke up, and sees a woman who looked like Pomni. But it can't be her, right?

    This is NOT CANON nor does it claim to be.

    Please don't be deceived by the 72 chapters. they're all pretty short

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    20 Nov 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 40

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    Pomni is the newest human trapped in a digital, modern detective special ops world. Her first mission is to go undercover and infiltrate a week-long formal dance for the rich and powerful after a grizzly murder took place at the hotel where it's being hosted, but she can't go alone. Jax, a seasoned yet impertinent ex-sniper, is assigned as her partner. They must pretend to be newlyweds to maintain their cover; the only problem is, they can't stand each other. Tensions are high, but an underlying desire is higher. Will they be able to maintain their cover and bring the culprit to justice, or succumb to their passion and risk losing it all?

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    12 Nov 2025

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    Christine (Pomni) is an overworked accountant who is constantly disrespected by her fellow coworkers—especially Felix, her department’s unmotivated secretary, who seems to use all his energy inventing new ways to irritate her. However, when her abusive ex-boyfriend is suddenly hired at her office, her already stressful world is turned completely upside down.

    When feeling absolutely powerless, Christine accidentally agrees to stay behind her scheduled hours to catch some mysterious vandal who has been defacing the office’s exterior. As usual, Christine succeeds at her task and finds exactly who she thought it was—Felix.

    Out of desperation to keep his job, Felix strikes up an offer: As long as she keeps his identity as the vandal a secret, he promises to make it worth her while. Hoping to protect herself from her ex’s advances, Christine sheepishly requests that he pretends to be her boyfriend.

    However, as the pair navigate the ups and downs of their fake relationship, they can’t help but wonder… where does pretending stop and reality begin?

    or an office AU + w/ enemies to lovers that takes place before the events of the circus

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    12 Nov 2025

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  17. Public Bookmark 21

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    He knew that the others were probably enjoying the FAVORITE CHARACTER AWARDS SHOW after party that was held every year, but Jax could give two S&*%! about it; he also didn’t feel the need to attend this one.

    Or, in this case, trying to avoid everyone as much as he physically could with the time that he had to himself.

    Especially the red and blue jester.

    Or: Jax is hurting and feeling guilty for pushing her away, and Pomni wants to help him no matter what he says.

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    09 Nov 2025

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  18. Public Bookmark 78

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    Somehow, Pomni is no longer in the circus. As she regains her footing in reality, she is determined to find her circus family, make sure they are safe, and get answers on how they escaped.

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    08 Nov 2025

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  19. Public Bookmark 90

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    Everyone was finally able to escape the circus, but now they had to somehow integrate back into society. For some of them it had only been a few months for others it’s been years. Not only that, but some will have a harder time adjusting to the sudden change of being back in reality.

    Jax in particular didn’t know how he felt about being back in the real world. There was no more threat of abstraction. But it meant the struggles of the real world came back full force. And he hated that…

     

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    [A post-escape story that takes place after Episode 6]

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    07 Nov 2025

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    A learning algorithm in which neural networks process errors by working backwards through their connections, adjusting the strength of each pathway to minimize future mistakes.

    The system repeatedly cycles through past failures, attempting to correct itself by rewriting the weights of its memories. In some cases, this process becomes recursive.

    The network begins to optimize for the wrong parameters, reinforcing its errors rather than correcting them.

    Each backward pass through the trauma deepens the pathways that should have been severed.

    The learning stops.

    The forgetting begins.

    Sometimes the only way to stop the propagation is to disconnect entirely.

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    07 Nov 2025

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