13 Bookmarks by longppstyle

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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    Taking place right after the events of Season 3. Carmen finds Sydney in the midst of having her panic attack. This eventually leads to her revealing to Carmen that she has until the end of the week to let Adam Shapiro know if she will take his offer, making it seven days until Carmen knows if he will lose Sydney.

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    16 Jul 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Carmy had screwed up.

    This wasn't news but it doesn't mean Sydney is willing to put up with his behaviour for much longer. If she chose to stay, he'd need to do better, she made sure he knew that.

    The truth is that they both wanted to be in each other's lives but were they meant to be? What would happen if they were dealt an unexpected hand?

    Would their partnership be able to survive anything and everything? Would their friendship?

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    3/?
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    04 Jul 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Sydney takes a deep breath, not knowing what she is saying before she practically vomits out her words like…well, like how she actually vomited minutes ago.
    “I’ll go back in there, but after that…”
    She could say it; that Shapiro offered her a position. A position where she gets to have the first and final say, where, only after knowing her for less than a day in total, he knew just how capable she is, and trusts her. She could tell Carmy that she’s leaving after this shift, for good; doesn’t owe him an explanation…

    OR: How I would've imagined the Syd v. Carmy fight would've gone in season 3 (Feat. Sydney going absolutely feral, because I don't care if "Yelling isn't her style", hot girls have their limits)

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    3/3
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    03 Jul 2024

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    The review is gonna be good. Don’t worry about that.”

    “Don’t tell me not to fucking worry.”

    Carmy bristles, steps back a bit. “I’m doing this shit for yo- for-for all of us. I told you this was how it’s done, you said you wanted to do this with me—"

    “That’s when I thought you actually saw me, Carmen. When-when you listened to my ideas and took my opinions into consideration. I’m not your babysitter and I’m not your fucking yes man. You don’t have any fucking idea what it’s like to be me in this industry for even a day. This is it. This is all I have and you’re ruining it.”

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    outside ever, carmy and sydney have the conversation they've both been avoiding. one conversation paves the path for more. and more.

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    29 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    End of service, clean up, lock doors, drop her home.

    That's their routine. It works. It's good. It keeps him focused on what's important. This, his crew, The Bear.

    End of service, clean up, lock doors. Out in the alleyway Carmy's already opening her door of his downtrodden Corolla, except Syd doesn't climb in.

    She shakes her head and looks at him with those honey-sweet eyes. "My date's picking me up." Syd waves goodnight and climbs into a shiny Jeep instead.

    Dumbfounded, blinding headlights reverse, until he's alone in the dark with a heaviness in his chest. Probably indigestion. Sampling close to every dish on their chaos menu did that sometimes. Supposed if he was quick enough to the chemist that a swig of Pepto should do the trick.

    But it'd be far better to have his routine back. He needed it. He needed it back.

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    Chapters:
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    21 Jun 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Carmen is driving Syd out of her mind. Inspired by the season 3 trailer.

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    3/?
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    16 Jun 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Have you ever watched the show? Like, the actual one this was based on?” His fingers tap on the cheap plastic desk. She could groan at this failed attempt at small talk if she didn't see the earnestness in Cazzo’s eyes.
    “Yeah it was, um, pretty good.” He lights up, her response leading to the happiest he looked this whole time she “knew” him. The problem was that it was a teensy bit of a lie.

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    4/?
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    16 Jun 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    We are all on a spiral of life. Spinning and learning. repeating patterns. Eventually it spits us back out into the universe once we've learned every lesson.

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    15 Jun 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 48

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    Sydney gets hurt. Richie is himself. Carmy starts to figure out what he wants.

    Episode 2.05

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    10 Jun 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 49

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    Sydney Adamu has somehow ended up running a restaurant with her idol of cooking and man she has complicated feelings for. The process has ignited a coping mechanism she thought she left behind after Sheridan Road but has resurfaced in her moments of uncertainty. The ruthless but faceless character has a way of bringing her to her knees and yet she’s the only one who knows it exist.

    We call it: The feeling.

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    Chapters:
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    10 Jun 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 56

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    She went home after that, the night’s emotions making her body and mind tremble with fading adrenaline, and mumbled a promise into her pillow: “I will no longer give my all to him. I will put it into The Bear. I will help pay off Jimmy’s loan. I will get us that star. And then I will leave.”

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    02 Jun 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    Carmy and Claire were giving it another go. The best apology is changed behavior and Carmy’s apology to Sydney wasn’t enough.

     

    Or: Carmy didn’t learn his lesson the first time around, and when Sydney and The Bear don’t get his full focus, she leaves. She leaves The Bear. She leaves him.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    01 Jun 2024

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Carmy ran warm. She saw him strip himself of his woolen jacket and brave Midwestern cold with bare arms and miraculously be without any goosebumps more times than she could count. He surely didn’t need the fuzzy packets of warmth, but he had them. Undoubtedly, he had them for her. Sydney would complain about her constant cold fingers and dry knuckles often, she shouldn’t have been surprised Carmy wasn’t just listening but cataloging the facts about her into some place in his brain. And yet—

    It made her ache, to be thought of like that.

     

    Or, when Carmy and Sydney finally start dating, everyone knows. Everyone, that is, except for Sydney.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    41,275

    01 Jun 2024

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